From his pause, I seriously thought he was going to say yes before he burst out laughing.
“Who the hell wears a butt plug when they’re playing hockey? Are you insane?”
I grinned back at him. “How can you call me insane when you’ve been walking around with one of these shoved up your ass?” My eyes ran over him. “Fuck,” I groaned, pushing the tip of the plug against his chest, tracing the ridges of his abs. “If I’d known you’d had one of these in when we were messing around with the guys, there’s no way I’d be able to keep off you.”
“Really?” His look was filled with doubt, and I felt like I had to remind him how good his first blow job was and how weirded out I’d been by him hooking up with someone else.
“And no one else has seen this thing, right? I’m your first?”
“Oh my God, yes.” He laughed again. “You’re the first person to ever see the shiny black piece of silicone I shove in my ass.”
“That’s the same size as my cock,” I pointed out as my new boyfriend peeked up at me.
“I saidalmost.”
“Uh huh.” I looked at him skeptically. After everything he’d shown me, all the ways he’d collapsed under me and cried out my name so many times, I was kind of hoping he’d confess that he used that one because he really was preparing himself formycock.
But maybe it was just that he’d been training for so long, he’d advanced to the position of grand master of butt plugs naturally.
Alex was staring at me again, like he was asking me to challenge him.
But there was no way we were having a fight about this. We needed to go with the flow, and the flow was telling me I wanted to see this disappear into his ass so I knew if he could actually take my cock.
I tipped forward, bumping back onto his chest again before I dragged him into a kiss. I couldn’t take not touching him, it was wild. I’d been going back and forth over my feelings for ages. But if he’d really been prepping his ass, then how long had he been waiting for me?
Because his feelings couldn’t have just come out of nowhere.
I leaned over the side of the bed to swipe the bottle of lube from the drawer. I bounced it in my hand as I rose like it was a puck, feeling the weight of it. “This is nearly empty. How much have you been jerking off?”
“I’ve had it for a while!”
“Really? Because it looks pretty new to me. You've been pounding it out every night, haven't you?”
“Brad,” he groaned. “Have you always been so embarrassing?”
“I’m just telling it like it is. I gotta know how much my boyfriend jerks off so I can keep you satisfied!”
He groaned again as I grinned at him. My favorite part of this was discovering all these new sides to Alex, especially everything that made him cringe.
“Oh well.” I shrugged. “Lube is lube. Let’s do this thing.”
“Wait, are you really going to…”
“Yup!” I said cheerily before I checked out the massive black butt plug, and then zoomed in on his ass.
“Hey, move your leg, would you? There’s no way this is going to be comfortable if you’re squeezing your ass cheeks like this.”
I wanted to just keep talking, because whatever I said made Alex writhe even more. There was a vein throbbing in his temple, and he grit his jaw, but he was also doing that thing where he thinned his lips to stop himself from laughing. Because he liked me that much.
Because he loved me.
He looked at me warily as he opened his thighs, but it still wasn’t enough. “Come on, man. I need to see your hole if we were going to get anywhere.”
He glared at me as his knees opened even farther, exposing himself totally.
“More,” I demanded as I dropped the butt plug down to his ass.
Then he did something I totally didn’t expect. He pulled his knees up to his chest, still glaring at me, his tight as fuck ass cheeks parting so he was totally exposed to me.