Page 86 of Heal Me

Oh, no. I have no rights. Stop. Well now I'm thinking about him.

He's having a baby soon, so the last thing I want to do is think about how hot Danylo is.

We need to stop.

I need to stop.

This is all wrong.

"I will definitely go to the dormitory," I stop half a step and Danylo turns to me.

"Something happened?"

"Yes," I hold my stomach, "something is wrong with me." I'm lying, of course.

Danylo approaches and puts his warm hand on my forehead.

"You don't have temperature. Okay, I'll take you to the dorm, on the way we'll stop at a pharmacy and buy some medicine."

I don't deserve him. And Zlata doesn’t deserve that I think that way about her husband.

Our friendship. We. It is not something that deserves to exist.

"Thanks, but no need, I'd better go," I start to move away from him, "bye," I say and...

I'm running. I just turn away from him and disappear around the corner.

My heart is pounding terribly, and it's definitely not from my fivesecond marathon.

In the evening of the same day, I left the internship. This is the first step towards change.

The second one is more correct, the first one was at the cemetery.

Danylo sent me several messages:

Him:What happened?

Him:Did I do something wrong?

Him:Forgive me. Text me that everything is okay so that I won't worry.

I sent a miserable: everything is ok and continued to cry in my room.

I knew that after that he wouldn't want to see me, that's why I did all this.

Chapter 30

"So, who was with you then?" I eat another spoonful of ice cream.

It's almost the middle of November, and it's not the best time for ice cream, but when I'm worried, I only eat it.

And lately I've been worrying a lot.

Danylo, as it turned out, was easy to avoid at the university. Despite the fact that I have almost stopped eating at the cafeteria, going out with my friends and start spending all my time with Sebastian.

"Ah," he shrugs, "Stop, please."

"When will you start building serious relationships and stop changing girls like gloves?"

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