The way she kissed me, the little moans and whimpers escaping her lips and her fist bunched in my shirt, pulling me closer, lit my entire body on fire. My veins coursed with lava as every inch of me was consumed by Ryan.
I'd never needed anything as much as I needed to be inside of her right now.
But this wasn't about me and what I needed. I'd never hurt her again. So, I'd take my time and make sure she was ready. That she wanted me as much as I wanted her.
Releasing her lips, I trailed my tongue down her neck, nipping and kissing along the sweet skin until I reached the swell of her tits. Teasing the flesh until she arched her back to push closer to my mouth, I smiled against her skin, enjoying every goddamn second with her.
My fingers brushed along her side, down her ribs, looking for a zipper. There were so many fucking layers between us. I thought I might go insane. I needed to feel her skin against mine, searing this moment into my memory. I needed to believe it was real, that she was really here giving herself to me.
Ryan threaded her fingers through my hair, pulling until the tension on my scalp was almost painful, and she pulled me back up to her mouth, crushing her lips against mine. Her teeth scraped my bottom lip as we both took a second to catch our breath. I finally found the zipper on the side of her jumpsuit and slid it down, pushing the fabric down to her waist. I watched as her tits popped free, the best set I’d ever seen. Leaning back, I let my hungry gaze rake down newly exposed skin.
She was so goddamn beautiful. The hair on my arms raised as goosebumps broke out over my skin from just being this close to her, surrounded by her intoxicating scent. I leaned back to take a second to compose myself. My dick was so fucking hard it was trying to punch through the rough denim material caging it in.
I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly as Ryan stared up at me with glassy eyes, the fireflies fluttering around us reflecting in her eyes like stars. I'd never seen anything more enticing in my entire life.
"You're so fucking perfect," I breathed so quietly I wasn't sure if she heard me until she reached up and ran her hand down my face and across my stubble.
"And you're everything I've ever wanted," she confessed just as quietly as if the darkness surrounding us made us both brave enough to speak our truths out loud.
I leaned down and kissed her again, but something had shifted. Our kisses were deep but frenzied, and when I started to trail kisses down her chest and stomach, pulling the fabric of heroutfit down further until I'd pulled it all the way off, she moaned, my name a whisper on her lips.
I'd never been more glad for the warm and humid air because now it wrapped her naked body like a blanket. I didn't have to worry about protecting her from the cold and could just sit back and appreciate the incredible view in front of me.
She sat up, her eyes hooded and filled with heat as she tugged at my shirt, trying to pull it off. I flashed her a wicked grin as I reached back and dragged my shirt over my head. I watched her closely as her eyes drifted down my body, and I didn't think it was possible, but my dick got even harder under her molten gaze.
I groaned as she pulled me down on top of her with clumsy hands. It was such a goddamn turn on that she didn't know what she was doing. Her fingers danced across my skin, creating little explosions of need that got stronger and stronger as they moved closer to my hard-on.
Shifting until our hips were locked together, I rocked against her once, and a needy whimper fell from her lips that made me want to sayfuck itand bury myself in her right now. Instead, I kissed my way down her body, running my teeth gently along the soft skin between her hip bones before nipping the sensitive skin of her inner thigh.
Running my tongue over the spot I just bit, I let my hand drift up her stomach until my thumb rubbed softly across her nipple. I watched through heavy eyes as it puckered, and she arched into my hand again. Keeping my eyes on her tightened peaks, I lowered my mouth to her pussy. She froze at the first soft lick of my tongue, and I knew it was because she'd never done this with anyone before.
Again, the overwhelming weight of the gift she was giving me crashed over me, but I pushed those thoughts away to be dealt with later. Right now, I needed my focus on only showing Ryanexactly how good we were together and how much pleasure I could bring her.
I gently kissed her, moving back to her thighs, and relaxed bit by bit under my touch. Finally, I moved back to her clit and swirled my tongue before licking her in a steady rhythm with the flat of my tongue. She tasted so fucking good, and I groaned, sucking her clit into my mouth and running my finger along her slit.
She was fucking dripping, and my heart clenched becauseIhad done that to her. Nothing else I'd accomplished in my life meant as much as this moment right here. I pushed my finger inside her, sliding in easily and curling it in a steady rhythm. The silence of the night was only broken by her whimpers and cries of pleasure as I brought her closer and closer to her release.
Reaching down, I unzipped my jeans while keeping my mouth and other hand on Ryan. My cock throbbed, and I couldn't take it anymore. I needed relief, or I was going to come in my jeans like some fucking amateur. But that was what Ryan did to me.
Watching her come undone under my tongue was almost too much, as her thighs squeezed against my head, trapping me between her legs. I licked and sucked until finally, her legs relaxed, shaking violently against my shoulders. I placed a couple last soft kisses against her clit before I moved up her body.
Heat spiraled to my groin as I pressed my lips to hers, her taste still on my tongue. She looked up, and our eyes met, locking together. I brushed a damp piece of hair off of her forehead. "Tell me now if you want me to stop, Freckles, because I'm barely hanging on, and in another ten seconds, there will be no going back," I growled out, my voice low and husky.
She locked her legs around my hips and lower back, settling my cock against her slick pussy. I rocked my hips, sliding mylength along her slit, and her eyes rolled back as she moaned. She pushed herself against me, wiggling her hips and trying to push my cock inside her. I shifted until I was lined up with her entrance and waited until she looked at me. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes a little wild and filled with heat, and she was breathing hard. I bent down and kissed her gently. "Tell me you want me," I demanded.
"I want you, Maddox. So bad. Please, I need you," she begged.
I pressed my hips forward, sliding slowly inside her heat inch by fucking inch. I inhaled sharply and held my breath at how tightly her walls were squeezing me, and I was only a couple of inches inside of her. I watched her face closely for any signs of pain or discomfort, and her eyes widened the further I slid inside. When I finally came up against the barrier, the one she'd saved just for me, I pressed a kiss to her lips. "This might hurt, baby, but I'll be as gentle as I can."
She nodded, and I thrust forward the rest of the way until I was buried balls deep inside her as she cried out, and it took everything in me not to immediately come. I breathed deeply, holding still and waiting for her to adjust to my size. I stroked her hair and tried to focus on her instead of how close I was to exploding.
She blinked a few times, and then a sexy little smile spread across her face. "I need you to move," she said, shifting her hips against mine. As we rocked together, her pussy clenched around me, and she cried out my name. My heart slammed against my ribcage as I tried to take in every single detail of this moment. Her hair fanned out on the pillow underneath her, her eyes closed and her head thrown back in pleasure. Her soft skin brushing against mine, and the way my name sounded like a prayer on her lips.
Pleasure pooled at the base of my spine, and I gritted my teeth. I fuckingwould notcome before she did, especially for her first time. I picked up the pace, rolling my hips to hit just the right spot. She reacted immediately. Her walls tightened as I reached down and rubbed the rough pad of my thumb over her hardened nipple.
She was close, balanced right on the edge and wound so tight it would only be a few more seconds until she let go and came all over my dick. "Let go, baby. Come for me," I coaxed her through clenched teeth, continuing my assault on her nipples.
The second she let go, I followed. I didn't stand a chance. Her inner walls milked me so hard she ripped the orgasm straight out of me. I swear my soul left my body, and I didn't even care if I got it back. If I died right now, I'd do it with so much peace and satisfaction, I wasn't sure anything could ever top it. When I finally came back down to earth, I looked down at the woman I loved with my entire being, and she stared up at me lazily, her eyes filled with wonder.