Page 85 of Passion and Payback

I didn’t care about his intentions at that moment as I bobbed back and forth, swiping the sensitive head with my tongue as I nursed. And despite his protest, he didn’t try to push me away. On the contrary, he kept pushing into my mouth, clearly enjoying the squeeze of throat muscles around his dick. I could taste him on my tongue as his excitement made him leak, and I relished the sounds rolling out of his lips as I sucked him with unbridled enthusiasm.

“Fuck,” he breathed, nails digging into my scalp as he thrust back into my mouth. “How are you this good at this?”

I pulled off long enough to wet a finger. It was one more test and a bit of fun. I could feel his tension, but my finger slid into him without much resistance, and he once again thrust, this time back onto my finger. His cock jumped in my mouth, and he groaned harshly when I curled my finger inside him, finding the nerves that made his legs shake harder.

“I swear if you ruin this by making me come,” he groaned but made no attempt to stop me beyond that one complaint, which was fine because I had no intention of getting him off. All I wanted was to test how far he could go while also having fun. “I’m...going to forgive you, but I’m going to be really grumpy about it at first!”

With how riled up he already was, an orgasm might actually help, and getting him super excited might help whatever nerves he was doing his best to conceal. He had barely tensed when I slid a finger into him, so that was a good sign, and that alone was enough to build my excitement even more quickly than before.

With a grunt, I reluctantly pulled away, knowing if we kept going, I’d get carried away, and he’d end up getting off. I yanked off my shirt, tossed it onto the floor where he’d discarded his clothes, and began walking, taking him with me toward the bedroom. Unsurprisingly, he practically skipped and followed close behind. However, he made sure to push me against the wall at one point so he could kiss me and undo the string to the comfortable pants I’d put on earlier.

By the time we finally made it into the bedroom, I was kicking off the pants and dragging him onto the bed with me. His eyes were bright with excitement as he followed, scrambling to perch above me. I groaned heavily when his cock pushed against mine, pinned between our bodies as his lips met mine.

“Hold on a second,” he muttered against my mouth, rolling over to open the drawer and dragging out the toys we’d used and the lube. My brow shot up when he quickly lubed the smaller oneup and made me watch as he slid it into him, only to crawl back over so he could kiss me hard enough I couldn’t breathe.

“Tease,” I repeated, reaching down to grab the flared base of the dildo to slowly fuck him with the toy. He nipped at my bottom lip, releasing a soft gasp as I worked the toy deeper. I knew his impatience would get the better of him, and after a few minutes, he wriggled away to lie on his back and fill himself with the bigger one. “Trying to get as close to the real thing...before the real thing?”

“I want you to slide into me as smoothly as possible,” he said, then his smile faltered slightly. “I don’t want to associate pain or discomfort with your dick.”

It was the first time he’d shown any sign of fear and I nodded to show I understood. “I’m in no rush. Take your time.”

“Hell no,” he said, mood immediately returning to sass and excitement that made me laugh.

“Well,” I said slowly, hoping I didn’t upset him. “You should probably be on top, just so?—”

“I have control,” he finished, and I nodded. “Probably not a bad idea. I’m still slightly nervous, even though I really want it.”

It was surreal having this conversation with him while he seated the dildo in his ass and began to move it. It felt like a conversation we should have next to one another while lying down or perhaps before entering the room.

Shaking my head at the absurdity, I slid up to take him into my mouth again, gripping the base of the dildo. His cock twitched when I pulled the toy almost out of him, only to slide it to the base. He groaned, and I felt his grip around the toy loosen as I moved it in and out, making sure to get as deep as possible. Even with the toy, getting all of me into him would be a snug fit, and the looser he was, the better.

“God, get on your back,” he groaned, and I could feel the anticipation coming off him in palpable waves.

“Bossy, bossy,” I said affectionately, pulling off his cock but leaving the toy inside him so I could lay on my back. Not that I was going to complain, but I dearly wanted this and knew it was an important next step for him. If this was his way of getting some of the power back in his life, then I was all for it...and I was certainly going to reap some benefits as well.

He snatched the lube from the bed and straddled my waist. His eyes were still glittering with excitement, but as he pulled the toy out after lubing me up heavily, I thought I saw a bit of hesitation. I wanted to tell him to take it slow, that there was no rush, and that he just had to say if we needed to stop. Instead, I trusted he would do right by himself and kept my mouth shut as he got into position, gripping the base of my cock to steady it.

Time seemed to slow when I felt the head of my dick touch his body, and then practically freeze when, with a push, I felt the tight heat of his body close around me. Hunter remained still as he stared at me with wide eyes. There was nothing but surprise in his expression as he stayed there, keeping me in a special kind of torture as I was forced to endure the barest pleasure of his body, but only that tiny part.

“You okay?” I had to ask, worried as the seconds ticked by and he didn’t move.

“I’m kind of freaking out and amazed that I’m not freaking out more,” he said after a moment, then laughed nervously. “Sorry.”

“You being comfortable is more important to me,” I told him, squeezing his thigh affectionately. “Everything else on my end can wait.”

“Not in my book,” he said with a laugh, pushing himself down further.

“Careful,” I hissed, knowing he wasn’t loose enough for that and feeling my body suddenly tense with the unexpected addedpressure around my already sensitive shaft. “Or I’m going to lose it before we even begin.”

It was apparently a good cover for my other worry because he let out a little laugh. “Sorry, I’m trying to take it easy on both of us, but I’m also trying to get the worst of it over with...and that came out wrong.”

“You’re okay,” I told him with a smile. “Just get comfortable and take your time. We’ve got all night.”

I gave his hips another squeeze, which calmed him down slightly as he forced himself to take a deep breath. There were still tremors in his leg muscles, but I couldn’t tell if that was from excitement or discomfort or if his nerves were getting the better of him. What mattered was that he managed to get through it without losing his peace.

“I’m sure you remember how to do this,” I said, hoping that was comforting as he eased himself back another inch.

He snorted. “Yeah, but it’s been a long while since it was someone as big as you. Plus, you know...trying not to freak out.”

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