It was indeed. And my mind was blank.
I fell next to him, staring up at the crooked wooden planks above us. A spider swung from beam to beam, crafting a silver-silken web. It was a chaotic thing, near-invisible threads strung messily into the shadows, functional but far from beautiful. Like fate itself, I supposed.
For a few long moments, we thought.
“So what do we have?” Raihn said.
Then, to start answering his own question, he said, “We have us.”
“A human and a usurped king,” I said, flatly.
“No. Two Heirs who won the Mother-damned Kejari.”
Fair point. Raihn and I had individually managed to fight through incredibly unbalanced battles in the Kejari, and done even more together. What’s more, our power had grown exponentially since receiving our Heir Marks. Sure, mine was still difficult to control, but I’d used it to kill Goddess-knew how many soldiers to save Raihn.
Somehow it had seemed… easier then, lost in a frenzy for blood.
All my life, Vincent had admonished my emotional impulsivity, teaching me that stoicism and focus were the only paths to mastering my magic. Yet I’d never felt more powerful than I did in those moments, totally out of control of myself.
I couldn’t let myself think about that too much now. How easily Raihn being in danger had unlocked something primal in me.
Mische in danger, I hoped, might unlock the same viciousness.
The corner of Raihn’s mouth quirked, albeit with a humorless edge that I suspected foreshadowed his own viciousness.
“Honored you have such faith in us, princess,” he said. “And after all this time.”
He got out of bed and crossed the room. I eyed his backside—I couldn’t help it—as he leaned over the bureau and rummaged through it. When he turned around, something sharp and glittering glinted in his hands, nestled in silk.
I recognized it before he returned to the bed. My brows leapt.
Vincent’s mirror.
“You have it,” I breathed.
“I got it out of the castle as soon as I could. You think I was about to let Septimus keep it? Or leave it lying around whereyoucould find it and bring another round of Hiaj soldiers to my doorstep?”
I was almost offended. Almost. It was a totally reasonable concern.
Either way, I was wildly grateful.
I traced the edge of the shard with my fingertips, watching a little sliver of my reflection.
“So this gives us Jesmine,” I said.
Raihn gave me a sidelong glance. “You trust her?”
A valid question to ask, in the wake of a coup. Raihn couldn’t trust his own nobles. And hell, I couldn’t trust many of mine, either—but for better or for worse, Jesmine had been nothing if not loyal. She never had to follow the orders of her king’s human daughter, who she’d never even liked much anyway. And yet, she had, without hesitation. That counted for something.
“I do,” I said.
But whatever Hiaj forces I might have were far away from Sivrinaj, now. And we didn’t have time to raise an army before we moved.
I looked across the room, to the pile of my belongings that had been strewn over the floor yesterday. I slid from the bed and stood. I was endlessly aware of Raihn’s stare running over my naked body. There was a strange kind of satisfaction in that, I had to admit. Strange kind of pleasure, too.
I rummaged around in the pile of bloody silk and pulled out the Taker of Hearts.
Even sheathed, I could feel its magic burrowing under my skin. Not long ago, that had been uncomfortable, almost painful, like my flesh was too weak for it. Now? I could sense power in that discomfort—heady and a little disorienting, like vampire wine.