“The first step is to force them to confront the reality,” Max said, as if he heard my unspoken doubts. “People don’t like to do that, but I saw it happen tonight. Even in Zeryth, and normally his head is too far up his own ass to see much of anything.”
“But I must decide what is next.”
“You will. And you know I wouldn’t say it if I didn’t believe it.”
He did believe it. I knew he did. And I didn’t let our gazes hold long enough to see all of it — the depths of it — for reasons I couldn’t quite understand.
Instead, I gave him a weak smile. “Right now, I just need to get out of this dress.”
As soon as the words left her lips, I swallowed an odd buzz that rose to skin at my choice of phrasing. And I wondered if I was imagining the timing of Max’s extra blink, the slight shift in his stance.
But he just said, “Understandable. Get some rest.”
“Goodnight.”
I went back to my room and closed the door. Slipped out of my deeply uncomfortable shoes. Then I reached to my back to unfasten the clasp at the back of my dress —
And let out a grunt of pain. Strands of my hair had loosened over the course of the night and tangled themselves around clasps that held my dress around my neck. I fought with it for a few minutes longer, then, when I finally feared I might draw blood, I gave with a flail of frustration and marched back out into the living room. “I am stuck.”
Max put down his book. “You’re stuck.”
“Yes. My hair, and my dress—” I gestured to my neck. “Can you… uh… help?”
He stood there, still, for a second too long. And in that moment, an image flashed through my mind. Hands and skin. Red silk on the ground.
I shook it away.Gods, Tisaanah. Control yourself.
“Well,” he replied. “You would have to get in line behind all of the other women who want me to undress them.”
I rolled my eyes, turning around and lifting my hair. “Have I not earned first place?”
A soft chuckle. “I suppose that is undeniable.”
I heard every step. And then his hands were at the back of my neck. My scalp tingled as he gently — so gently — pushed my hair away, smoothing loose strands against my throat.
My eyelids fluttered.
“Hold your hair further back.” His voice just a little too rough.
I obeyed, and he set to work, tension lapsing into complete focus.
“Ascended, what did youdo?This is all wound up—”
“Ow!”
“Sorry, sorry, I just need to get it off of this part and… fucking hell. You’ve got a loose thread all tangled up in here, too. Whomadethis thing?”
“I had to make some changes!” I said, defensively. “And I am not a… a…sewing person.”
“Seamstress. The word is seamstress. Hang on… I have to…”
And I was not prepared for everything that shot through me, all at once, as I felt his breath against the back of my neck. His mouth so close to my skin that I could feel the barest brushes of his lips.
I drew in a sharp inhale.
The panful tension in my hair released.
He had been using his teeth, I realized — to break the tangled threads.