“Both,” he groaned, his body tense.
“So, you’ll fuck blonde sluts andliterallyanyone else, but I’m not good enough for you? Is that what it is?”
“You couldn’t be further from the truth,” he protested.
“Then what is it?” I lifted my eyes to meet his.
“When I fuck you for the first time, it’s going to be when you’re sober and when you beg me for it.”
“I’m not that drunk, and I can beg if you want me to.”
He lowered his body onto the mattress, pulling me against his chest. “When I’m inside of you, I want you to feel as I stretch you, as I fill you completely, for you to feel the pain of me.”
“Pain?”
“Yes. Pain and pleasure, desire and submission. Because that’s when you’ll be fully present, when your body feels the pleasure and pain, it will become the only thing that exists for you. I want to be the only thing you think about when I’m inside you. I don't want you to have any regrets. ”
I pondered his words, my eyes fluttering closed as I fought to stay awake—to question him more. My body grew heavy with sleep, and I drifted off, relaxing to the rhythm of Kai’s breathing as it slowed. With his arms wrapped around me, I succumbed to exhaustion.
15
FIFTEEN
KAI
Iwoke up to the calming symphony of birds singing and raindrops tapping against the stone patio of her balcony. The soothing sound created a peaceful atmosphere as I opened my eyes. Haven’s body was pressed against mine, nestled into the crook of my arm, her skin radiating heat through me. The black blanket had slipped down, exposing her bare torso and the swell of her breasts, leaving me desperate to explore every inch of her. I stared at her sleeping, mesmerized by how her dark eyelashes fluttered against her flushed cheeks. Her lips were plump and rosy, beckoning me closer, and all I could think about was tasting her again.
I greedily licked my lips, savoring the lingering taste of her arousal. I’ve never tasted something so heavenly, so intoxicating, in my life. Nothing compared to how it felt to be between her legs, lapping up the delicious nectar of her cum, consuming her essence, and taking her life force into me. I was left weak and desperate for more, addicted to the taste of her. My dick was rock hard, and the devil inside me had been awakened; raw hunger gnawed at my soul; he begged to be released on her—to claim her entirely. As the sun slowly crept over the horizon,casting a warm glow over the bedroom, Haven’s breathing quickened. She sighed softly, stirring in her sleep. My eyes drifted down to her exposed breasts, her pink, pert nipples testing me, beckoning me to take them in my mouth. I reached out and gently grazed my fingers over them, causing her to moan softly as she turned toward me. The scent of her arousal filled the room, intoxicating me further.
Unable to control myself any longer, I kissed my way down her neck, trailing my lips across her collarbone and down to her chest. Her nipples were firm and sensitive, reacting instantly to my attention. I took one in my mouth, sucking lightly while rolling it between my teeth, causing a soft, needy sound to escape her lips. I switched to the other nipple and gave it the same treatment. Each responded eagerly, their erect peaks straining for more.
With her breasts fully awakened, her eyes fluttered open, locking onto mine with a mixture of surprise and desire. Our gazes remained locked as I continued to devour her, my hands roaming across her body, exploring every inch of her skin for the first time. I trailed my fingers down her stomach, feeling the softness of her flesh and the warmth radiating from her core.
Haven’s breath hitched as I gently parted her legs, revealing the source of my insatiable hunger. I looked up at her, waiting for her permission, and when she lifted her hips toward my face, I lowered my head down to her, anxious to taste her again. My tongue darted out, tentatively making contact with the delicate folds before me, tasting her. She moaned softly, her hips bucking slightly against my mouth, and I smiled inwardly, knowing the desire I felt is mirrored in her. I delved in deeper, exploring her with my tongue and fingers, teasing and tempting her until she couldn’t hold back any longer. My fingers traced the shape of her opening, sliding inside her with ease. She was wet and warm, her muscles clenching around me as I explored her depths. Thescent of her arousal filled the air, more intense than last night, and I almost lost any restraint I was holding onto.
Her hands found their way to the back of my head, guiding me closer to her, urging me to explore her more. I obliged, my tongue darting and probing, drinking her down as she moaned beneath me. Her breathing grew ragged, and her moans became more intense. Her hips bucked wildly, seeking further stimulation, and I pressed my mouth against her clit, flicking it gently with my tongue. She gasped, her entire body trembling beneath me, and her wetness flowed even more freely, coating my face and lips. I could feel their warmth and the stickiness of her desire, and I wanted to swallow it all. To consume every last drop of her, to take all she had to offer and make it a part of me. It was an animalistic need, a primal urge that I couldn’t deny.
Haven was writhing now, her cries growing louder, her body arching off the bed. Her hands clutched at my hair, and her nails dug into my scalp, but I didn’t care. I wanted the pain. I wanted her to hold on tight, to let go completely, to surrender to me.
“That’s it, baby. Scream my name so the heavens can witness your surrender.”
I reveled in the sensation of her release, the way her muscles spasmed around my fingers, the way her scent intensified as she cried out my name.
“Kai,” she moaned loudly, digging her nails into my flesh. The sharp sting of skin breaking under her grip was a welcome sensation. I fucking loved the way my name sounded on her lips as she was coming.
When her climax subsided, her breath stilled, and a smile bloomed on her face. She relaxed, her body still quivering slightly from the aftershocks of her pleasure. I lifted my head, slowly pulling my fingers from her, and savored the sight of her wetness on them. Haven moaned softly as my fingers glided over her, caressing her sensitive skin around her entrance. Shereached down and guided my hand to her mouth, where she proceeded to lick and taste her arousal from my fingers. The air between us was thick with anticipation, and she knew what I wanted and needed. I stood, feeling her gaze on me, traveling up my body, taking in every muscle, every scar. She licked her lips, her eyes never leaving mine, as she reached out a hand and pulled me onto the bed. She got on her knees, and her slender fingers unbuttoned my pants, sliding them down past my ass. My cock was erect, pressing against the soft material of my briefs, and I was confident that, at any second, he was going to rip through the fabric.
My phone rang just as she was about to release him from his fabric prison. No one called me that early in the morning unless it was an emergency. I groaned, looking into her eyes. Her face was flushed, and her hair was a tangled mess around her face.
She sat back on her haunches, crossing her arms over her chest, her brow arched as I pulled my phone out of my pocket.
Archer.
“Hey, Archer. What’s up?” I answered.
“We got called up to the city.”
“For what?” I asked.