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Am I ready to submit?Yes. No. Yes.

Is this what I really want?No. Yes.

It’s a never ending process. The flowers never die. Alway plucking. Never deciding.

Mathias continues his assault on my body. Pinching, licking, stroking. Anything to heighten my arousal and keep me on edge. The more he takes, the more fuzzy my thinking becomes.

“Please…”Please what, Allie? Make a decision. This doesn’t have to be hard.

“If you want to come, then you know what I need to hear,” he growls, nipping at my bottom lip. The sting sends a joltof lightning straight to my pussy, and I know he feels my immediate response by the hum of approval in his throat.

He turns me around and spanks my ass with a swift smack. “That's for hiding those texts from me earlier.”Thwack!“That's for refusing to give me your phone the first time I asked.”Thwack!“And that one's just for me, because I love watching your juicy ass jiggle and turn red with my handprint.”

His teeth sink into the spot between my neck and shoulder. “Give me what I want. Tell me what I want to hear.”

Pluck the petals.

Yes or no?

Yes.

“I… I’m yours,” I cry, throwing myself completely into the game. No more hesitation. No matter what comes.

“Not good enough.” He buries two fingers deep inside my clenching channel and grinds his palm over my clit.

Moaning, I try again. “I’m sorry for not telling you about Bailey and my family. I’m sorry I tried to handle it myself.”

A wave of tears wells to the forefront at the admission, and another realization crystallizes in my mind as shame fights for a place in my ragged emotions. “I fell back into old patterns,” I whisper. “That’s what got me in this mess in the first place.” Another choppy breath. “That’s why I need you.”

“That’s good, baby. What else?” His hot breath is a shock to my skin as he flips me again to suckle the delicate skin of my breasts.

I'm dizzy.

Off-kilter.

Running on pure instinct.

“I’ll stop second-guessing you. Us. My decision to give you control.” It’ll be a relief to let that go. Which I guess is the point.

“That’s right,” Mathias grunts. His lips shift to hover over mine so our eyes meet, and I see the resolve in his irises. “You submit to me because you trust that I will do what’s best for you.Haven’t I taken care of you so far? No more secrets, Allie. We need to be honest with each other for this to work, understand?”

“Yes, Mathias.”

“Good… Now, come for me like a good girl,” he commands.

So, I obey, and finally fly free into the safety of his arms.

CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE

MATHIAS

The clasp of Allie’s hot cunt on my fingers makes my dick jerk for attention. Pre-cum dampens the trapped head straining against my slacks.

She voiced her commitment to our arrangement.To me.Without the weight of her terrible roommate or a messy apartment bearing down on her.

“Lay back, but keep your eyes on me,” I order as I suck my fingers clean of her sweet cream and unbutton my slacks with the other hand. My shoes get kicked to the side before I fling the rest of my clothing off, too.

Every night, she falls asleep in my bed.

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