Page 115 of Off Limits

Letting out my own weird laugh, I lay on him, needing to feel his skin against mine. “Imagine how big you feel.”

Tentatively, I rocked my hips, giving a little test thrust.

His moan and the way he arched into me told me he liked it as much as I did.

I pulled about halfway out, then pushed back in. His mouth met mine in a hard kiss, and I shifted my hips the slightest bit, hoping to get the right angle.

His gasp on my next thrust told me I’d found his spot, and I closed my eyes, letting my instincts take over as I moved insidehim. Our kisses were messy and frantic and absolutely perfect as Dex rocked with me, helping me find a rhythm as I fucked him.

It felt amazing, too amazing, and I could feel the edges of my orgasm creeping up on me and threatening to take over.

“Jerk yourself off,” I said gruffly, pulling away from his kiss so I didn’t give in to my release. There was no way in hell I was coming before him.

He jammed one hand between us and fisted his cock. Seconds later, his body tightened, and he let out a cry as wetness pooled between us.

That was my undoing, and I slammed into him one more time, my orgasm exploding out of me as I emptied deep inside him.

Dex yanked me down for another messy kiss as we came together, and I let my mind float away on the good feels and the knowledge that I’d just come inside him with no barriers.

When my brain finally snapped back to reality, I was lying on his chest with my face pressed into his neck as he held me tight.

“Jesus,” he muttered when my dick fell out of him. “That part is weird.”

I pulled my face from his neck. “Yeah. I’m not a fan of it either.” Settling on my forearms, I looked down at him, searching his face to make sure I hadn’t hurt him. “Are you okay?”

He grinned and huffed out a laugh. “Oh yeah. That was… I can’t think of any fancy words for better than good right now, but you can fill in the blank.”

Before I could say anything more, he caught my lips in a soft kiss. I kissed him back, our lips and tongues moving together in a sensual dance.

When he finally pulled away, I was lightheaded and breathing hard.

“I love you,” he mumbled against my neck.

Slowly, I pulled away and looked down at him. His eyes were wide with shock, like he hadn’t meant to let that slip out.

“You love me?” I whispered, my chest tightening with both fear and hope. There was no way he wasinlove with me, right?

“Yes.” He swallowed thickly and held my hips like he was afraid I’d try to run away. “I have for a while. I just didn’t recognize it until now because I’ve never felt it before.”

I gaped at him, my brain not quite catching up to reality.

Dex loved me?

The fear in his eyes intensified, and that finally knocked me free of my daze. “I love you too,” I said, pushing past the irrational part of me that was still afraid to say it, even though he’d said it first.

He blew out a breath and closed his eyes. “Thank fuck,” he whispered.

“Sorry.” I pressed my forehead against his. “I didn’t mean to leave you hanging like that, I just?—"

“It’s fine.” He gently squeezed my hips. “I didn’t mean to say it now. It just slipped out.”

“I’m not sorry it did. I was just so sure that I was the only one who felt it, who wanted more.”

“Not the only one.” He pressed a soft kiss against my lips. “We really need to get better at talking.” He kissed me again, slower this time but just as sweet.

I smiled against his lips. “We really do,” I said when we pulled apart. “Just be patient with me, please. I don’t mean to be so closed off, it’s just hard for me to talk about things. I don’t even understand why it’s so hard. It’s like I physically can’t get the words out, even when I want to. And I convince myself that saying anything will ruin everything, so I just keep it all inside and drive myself crazy freaking out over it. I don’t want to be like this, I just can’t stop.”

“I get it,” he assured me. “I know you, remember? We might not have gotten along until recently, but I know how you work.”

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