“Have you ever done this before?” I paused to give him a chance to adjust. “With toys or your fingers?”
He shook his head and sucked in a deep breath.
I rubbed his inner thigh with my free hand and waited until he stopped clenching around me. When I felt him loosen up, I slowly pushed my finger the rest of the way inside him, moving half an inch at a time so I didn’t overwhelm or hurt him.
“Jesus,” he grunted when I was all the way in.
“Good?” I slid my finger about halfway out, then pushed back in.
“It’s weird, but good.” He blew out a shuddering breath.
The next time I pushed in, I made sure to drag my finger over his prostate.
He let out a soft cry and arched into me. “Jesus. Do that again.”
I did, my cock aching as he started leaking for me.
Seeing him like that, being able to watch my finger disappear inside him, was beyond hot. Maybe I really did have a voyeur kink.
“Ready for another?” I asked when he seemed fully adjusted.
“Yeah, do it.”
Carefully, I worked a second finger inside him. “Do you want my mouth too?”
He shook his head. “Don’t want to risk coming.”
I made sure to hit his prostate with every pulse of my hand, and soon he was rocking with me and once again moaning my name like it was a prayer.
“Do you want three?” I wasn’t big, but this was his first time, and the last thing I wanted was to hurt him.
“No. I’m ready.” He blew out a shaky breath. “Fuck me.”
Blowing out my own breath, I pulled my fingers out of him and wiped them on the sheets. “How do you want to do this?”
“Like this.” He spread his legs wide.
Steeling myself against my own release, I pumped some lube into my hand and slicked myself up. When I was ready, I layover him, holding myself up with one hand and notching myself against his opening with the other.
He immediately wrapped his legs around my waist, angling his body toward me.
“Ready?” I asked, my voice shaking with both nerves and anticipation.
He nodded and pulled in a deep breath, his eyes never leaving mine.
Holding myself in place, I waited until he exhaled, then pushed against him until I popped through his outer ring. I paused to give him a chance to get used to the intrusion—and to give myself a chance to calm the fuck down so I didn’t make good on my earlier jokes about coming the second I got inside him.
“Okay?” I asked, my voice coming out in a rough rasp.
“Yeah,” he grunted. “More.”
Obliging, I pushed in about another inch, pausing when he let out a grunt. “You okay?”
“Yeah. It’s good. Weird, but good. Go deeper.”
As much as I wanted to kiss him, I was glad I could see his face as I tunneled deeper, pausing every inch or so until I was fully seated in him.
“Holy fuck.” He let out a strangled laugh. “Jesus, you feel huge.”