“And that, my little sister, is why you would have never made a good soldier.”

“Hey!” I suddenly stand up. “I am a damn good soldier and you know it,” I declare emphatically.

“I am not talking about your abilities, Minerva. I am referring to your penchant for ignoring orders.”

“Oh, well…”

“We both know you have a hard time following the chain of command.”

“But I’ve been actively trying to be better. If only I could get a chance to prove it.”

“Your betrothed does not want you in the field.”

“Because he knows I might be better than him!” I exclaim.

Kai chuckles.

“That might be so. But Theron is a good soldier. He will make you a good mate.”

“No. He will not,” I retort with a huff. “He is an arrogant peacock who only thinks of himself. The moment we’re mated, he will lock me away and oppress me even more than I already am.”

“Minerva…”

“Can I join you on the mission? Please? One last mission before the wedding. I know I cannot back out of it, but this way?—”

“You know I cannot do that. You have already been discharged. And Mother and Father would have my hide if they knew I abetted you in any way.”

“They don’t have to know. We can just come up with something else. Besides, you need more soldiers, no? To keep up with the demons,” I add excitedly.

“You think they would not notice your prolonged absence?” He laughs. “You are too naïve, Minerva.”

“You could tell them you need me. You’re the only one from Cryos in your regiment, aren’t you? I’m sure you could use my skills and?—”

“The answer is no, little sister.”

He stands up to leave.

“But, Kai, please…”

“It is not the place for you. You have done your duty to Aperion, and you have proven yourself. Now it is time for you to marry and settle at your own home. That is safer.”

“Safer for whom? Not for me. Not with Theron for a mate. He will make my life unhappy, Kai. You have to see it.”

“This discussion is closed. It was good to see you, Minerva. Take care of yourself.”

“But—”

He’s gone.

Just like that, he’s gone.

I scowl and kick the table again, though this time with intention.

Damn it.

Damn Theron and damn my family for thinking he would be a good match when I cannot stand the sight of him. Oh, and the feeling is mutual. Our mating would only be a disaster.

And of course, damn Kai for not letting me have this one thing.