Page 45 of My Heart To Heal

‘Oh my god, they’re actually gonna bang on TV.’

I stare at the screen, wide-eyed. We’re on the second episode of the night, and Kandi managed to get her spot in Jordan’s cabin. There are a couple of mixed-sex pairings now, but these are the first to get a little freaky.

‘That is a lot of heavy breathin’,’ Nick muses, and I laugh. He’s right. They are really going at it on those night vision cameras.

As Jordan reaches into the side table drawer and pulls up the blanket to hide them from the cameras, I know things just got really interesting.

‘I love this show.’

Nick laughs, and I turn to look at him.

‘Thank you for letting me hang out tonight.’

‘You didn’t give us a lot of choice.’ I raise one eyebrow, and he smirks.

‘I know. I’m sorry. Truth is, it’s my brother’s birthday today, and I just didn’t want to be alone.’

I knew he’d lost a brother. I haven’t got into the details of it, but knowing that, and knowing he doesn’t really see his family, tells me he’d have been sad and alone if he hadn’t come over here.

‘I’m sorry, Nick, and it’s fine, really. Jonah loves seeing you, and I guess I don’t mind hanging out either.’ I roll my eyes playfully, and he laughs.

‘I really like hanging out.’ He reaches up to push my hair behind my ear, and this feels nice, too nice…abort, abort!

‘So, I was thinking about what you said earlier.’ He furrows his brow, and I move from the sofa, standing between his knees and slowly lowering to mine. He inhales deeply, and I smile. ‘About finding a use for my mouth.’

‘Missy,’ his voice is an exhale as he reaches down to cup my cheek, and I tuck my fingers into thewaistband of his sweatpants, noting there’s only one waistband — he went commando.

Pulling down as he lifts his ass, I’m thrilled when his hard dick springs free and comes to rest on his stomach. Arousal dampens my underwear, and excitement floods my veins. My blood rushes, my stomach clenches, and as I lower my head to press my lips to his bare thigh, I realize I’m a little nervous.

I want this to be good for him. He’s gone down on me multiple times. His thick fingers have made me hear colors, and his dick, this beautiful, thick, hard example of perfection right in front of my eyes, has stretched me, sank deep into me, and rewritten all the sexual experiences of my past into mere fumbles. Nothing I’ve had before compares with what this man does to my body, and regardless of how casual this thing is, I want to be that for him.

‘You don’t have to,’ he says softly, sensing my hesitation, and I shake my head.

‘I want to. I really want to I just— I want it to be good for you.’

My vulnerability is reflected back at me in his eyes, and he leans forward, cupping my cheeks in his hands and gazing into my eyes.

‘Missy, everything with you is better than anything that came before.’

Shit.I’m in trouble.

Needing to break the eye contact, and the moment we’re in, I reach up and push him back before wrapping my fingers around his cock. The hiss that he sucks in between his teeth is satisfying, and I start to stroke the hard length and velvety soft skin, tracing the underside of his shaft lightly with my thumbnail.

‘Miss,’ he groans my name, and it fills me up. I raise my gaze to meet his hungry stare and lower my head to kiss the side of his cock. Nick’s hips buck gently, and I know he needs more.

Licking my lips, I take the thick head into my mouth, slowly circling with my tongue before releasing him into my hand and lapping up the precum beading on the tip.

‘You’re going to kill me,’ he moans, his voice low, and I giggle, giddy and excited to have him at my mercy.

‘Not until I’m done with you,’ I promise, then sink my mouth onto him, taking him as deep as I can, wrapping my fist around the base to make up the difference.

Sucking Nick’s beautiful cock is my new favorite thing. I bob my head up and down in time with the twist of my hand, sucking and licking, kissing and savoring while he groans and breathes hard beneath me.

‘Missy.’His fingers thread into my hair, and I work a little harder, faster, knowing he’s close and wanting to taste him, to swallow him down and make him a part of me, even if only for tonight. ‘Baby, I’m gonna come.’

Good, that’s what I want. I don’t ease up. As his body tenses, his fingers tighten in my hair, and his groans become louder and more intense, I fuck him relentlessly with my mouth and hand. A determination to make his toes curl drives me on, and I squeeze my thighs together as the slickness soaking my boxers spreads to my thighs, and Nick sucks in heavy pants.

‘Fuck, that’s good.’ He sighs, and I look up once more to meet his lustful gaze before his eyes squeeze shut.‘Fuck.’He curses as he tenses, grips his fingers into my hair, and comes in my mouth. I swallow instinctively as he breathes hard beneath me, and I swallow again, working him down until he relaxes his grip and his body softens.

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