Page 38 of Stick Play

On the table.

Great, now I’m getting harder.

“Nor do I want it to be,” she continues. “Nexplanon is even more effective than a condom. There’s just something else we need to talk about.”

“Trust—”

“Right, you’re right,” she blurts out quickly before I can finish. She looks away, but not before I see the pain in her eyes. “I totally get it, Ash. Why on earth would you trust me when?—”

“Gina.” I put my hands on her shoulders as she tries to slip past me. “Babe, what I was about to say is, trust me, I’m clean. I always use a condom, and I was tested after breaking up with my ex.”

“Oh, okay.” Her features soften and she settles back on the bed.

I look deep into her eyes as they narrow in on me. “Do you trust me?” Since I’ve met her I haven’t given her any reason not to, but if she’s looking at my track record and the things said about me, that could skew her views.

She nods. “I do.”

My chest loosens, and believe me, I know that’s not easy for her and I don’t take that trust lightly.

“What about me?” The worry in her eyes fucks me over.

“I know you weren’t trying to trap him, babe.” In our profession, we see women trying to trap men all the time. I would never think that about her, and it bothers me a little that she saw me as that kind of cynical guy. Then again, I do have trust issues after Liza.

Her eyes glisten as she blinks dark lashes over them. “Does that mean you do?—”

I kiss her lips, smothering her words as I gently push her to the bed, and fall over her. I spread her legs and answer her question by pushing deep inside her. I groan as she squeezes around me.

“Babe,” I murmur as pleasure rockets through me.

She runs her nails along my back, her eyes conveying that this is as good for her as it is for me. I can’t believe I’m inside her without a condom. Who knew skin on skin would be so fucking incredible? I revel in the warmth of her body, and she’s so wet with arousal, it’s amazing how easily I slick in and out of her.

Her hands slide to my butt, and she squeezes. Pleasure engulfs my entire groin area. We rock together, and I fuck her a few more times, only to pull all the way out when her groan curls around me.

“Ash, no,” she moans in protest. I pull her up, and reposition on the bed, putting my back against the headboard.

“Come here, babe.” I drag her to me and she spreads her legs to straddle me. “I want you just like this.”

I put my hands on her hips and lift her, slowly guiding her down onto my steel hard cock. Her eyes roll back in her head as I fill her and I lean forward to take her nipple into my mouth.

“Ash, yes.”

“So perfect, just like this.” I hold onto her hips, not wanting her to have to do all the work with her legs, and control her movements and the depth of my penetration.

“Yes, perfect,” she agrees as her head rolls to the side, exposing the long column of her throat. I lift her, and bring her back down and move her body, rotating her hot pussy on my cock. Jesus, she’s so tight and wet, and squeezing my dick just right.

I try to slow the pace, to draw this out, because come tomorrow, she’ll be working, and I’ll be with the kids and our friends will all be coming home, and I won’t be able to fuck her like this ever again. I don’t think.

Or maybe we can, as long as it’s in secret.

Maybe, if I make this so incredibly good for her, she’ll want more. But what will that do to me in the long run? A guy could get used to being with a woman like her. Except I need to protect myself from being tossed away when she’s done, and my coach will hand me my ass if anyone gets wind of this hook-up when I’m supposed to be cleaning up my image.

The best thing I can do is end this tonight.

“Gina,” I begin as her body begins to quake and my brain is seconds from completely shutting down.

“Hmm.”

I change my pace, lifting her and pulling her down a little harder to grind her clit against my pelvis. “Friends with benefits, for the weekend? This whole thing is a secret. Those were the rules we agreed on, right?” I grunt as she squeezes around me.