Page 59 of A Reclusive Heart

She was kind of short.

Nick must have realized the problem because he lowered himself off the edge until his large erection was at eye level with her, and although that was a pretty impressive sight, shecouldn’t seem to take her eyes off the muscles flexing in his arms and chest as he held himself up. When she caught his amused smile, she forced herself to focus. She leaned in and pressed a kiss against his hip.

She’d only done this a few times, but it was easily one of her favorite things to do for him. She knew that she probably wasn’t very good at this yet, but she was more than willing to keep trying. As she kissed her way to the neatly trimmed patch of hair surrounding the root of the large erection that demanded her attention, she couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to take him to completion in her mouth. Whenever she thought he was close, he always pulled away, but maybe now she’d get her chance to find out. At least, she hoped she would.

When she came to his erection, Jamie kissed her way along the side of his cock until she couldn’t resist gliding her tongue over it. His low groan encouraged her to do it again. This time, she took her time tracing her tongue over the thick vein that ran along the underside of his thick erection. She flicked her tongue over the tip, licking away the drops of excitement there before she took the tip into her mouth and suckled on it while she slowly traced the tiny slit with her tongue.

“Aw, fuck,” Nick groaned when she wrapped her hand around him and slowly stroked him. The movement pushed more of his erection into her mouth, but not enough. She looked up and met his hungry gaze as she took more of him in her mouth. He sucked in a breath as he moved to pull away from her, but she refused to let him go, not when she had him where she wanted him.

“I need to be inside of you,” Nick ground out between clenched teeth as he tried to pull away from her again.

Never pausing in her slow strokes, Jamie pulled her mouth away long enough to point out, “You are inside of me,” before taking him back into her mouth and doubled her efforts.

He was panting hard and she couldn’t help but love knowing that he was losing control because of her. It wasn’t long before he was slowly thrusting in and out of her mouth. When he became impossibly thicker in her mouth and let out a growl, she knew that she had him. It was confirmed seconds later when he shouted her name and he released that salty-sweet treat that she was beginning to love.

As he pulled away, she pressed one last kiss against the tip of the soft velvety head and couldn’t help but smile when he shivered. Her smile quickly disappeared when she found herself suddenly pulled out of the water.

Without a word, Nick moved back on the tiled floor until only his legs were in the water and laid back. Just as she was about to ask him what he was doing, Jamie found herself moving up his body and straddling his head. She wasn’t exactly sure what was going on until she felt the first swipe of his tongue, and then, she decided that she simply didn’t care as long as he did it again.

When he gripped her bottom and encouraged her to move, she hesitated. She wasn’t really sure what to do, but when he slid his tongue inside her, Jamie decided that she’d figure it out as she went. Her hands, as if they had a mind of their own, slid up her damp stomach and over her breasts, pretending that they were his hands.

His grip tightened on her bottom as his tongue slid inside her. She pinched her nipples the way he did and was surprised by how good it felt. She’d never really touched herself before, too shy to even try, but right now, it felt too good to stop. As she continued to gently squeeze and caress her left breast, she slid her trembling hand down her stomach.

The few times she’d attempted to touch herself had left her frustrated. But now, it felt so good, Jamie thought as her fingertips brushed against her clit, leaving her with no choicebut to moan. Licking her lips, she met Nick’s hungry gaze as he slowly licked her out.

It felt so good.

She loved it when he touched her, craved it, and was afraid that she would never be able to live without it. Within minutes, she was throwing her head back as she screamed his name. She was still screaming his name when she found herself suddenly lifted off his mouth and-

“Oh, God…” Jamie moaned when she felt his thick cock pushing inside her as Nick sat up and wrapped his arms around her. He took her mouth in a hungry kiss that had her moaning softly as she wrapped her arms around him.

It wasn’t long before she was forced to break off the kiss and bury her face against his neck as he grabbed hold of her hips and moved her. It was too much. She moaned his name, barely aware that he was saying hers almost like a prayer.

CHAPTER 29

“Is it time to get up?” Jamie mumbled as she snuggled underneath the covers.

“No, not yet, baby. Go back to sleep,” Nick said, brushing his lips against her.

For a moment, he sat there watching her sleep and-

She was so goddamn beautiful, Nick thought as he reached over and swept her hair away from her face. She sighed softly in her sleep, tempting him to crawl back in bed so that he could pull her back into his arms, but he had work to do.

God, he was exhausted, Nick thought, unable to help but smile as he made his way to the bathroom. They’d made love twice in the pool and then once more when they made it back to their room. It was funny that with Jamie, he thought of it as making love and not just sex.

Jamie was...

Special.

She wasn’t like any of the women he’d been with before. She was sweet, kind, and she made him so unbelievably fucking happy. He wanted to take care of her, to fall asleep with her in his arms every night, and he never wanted to let her go.

Only…

He would never be good enough for her, Nick realized, and he’d never hated himself more than he did at that moment. He was the son of a whore and the asshole that never looked twice at a woman after he’d fucked her.

He had absolutely no idea how he was supposed to do this. Growing up, he saw “happily married” men spending time with their wives and kids one day and the next, zipping up after they finished fucking his mother or one of his “aunts” on the living room floor.

Then, there was Dana and Edward…

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