Page 1 of Remy

Chapter 1

Remy

She looks me in the eye and doesn’t say another word. She waits for my response, but I don’t have one. I don’t know what to say to her.

“Who made this decision?” I finally ask, knowing damn good and well it wasn’t her. And if it was? Why do I fucking care?

“We both did.”

“No. You didn’t.”

“Yes, I did, Remy. We want this. We want to start a family.” I shove out of the chair I’ve been sitting in and run my hand through my hair as I pace the floor.

“Why? Why him, Tianna?”

“What do you mean?”

“You don’t love him,” I state.

“That’s not true.”

“Then why are you here tellin’ me about this? Huh? Why are you always comin’ back to me?” I’m frustrated but not truly surprised. They’ve been together a long time, but I know there’s something more to them. Something she isn’t telling me and it’s not good. I can feel it in my bones.

Tianna rises from her chair and stands in front of me. She lifts her hands and cups my face like she’s done a million times before, and I fucking let her. Why? I don’t fucking know.

“We don’t work, Remy. We’ve never worked.”

“And yet you come back.”

“I love you, Remy. You know I do, but this life hasn’t offered me anything. I want things.”

“You want flashy things I’m not about to give you. You want the name, the spotlight. I get it.”

“It’s not just that, and you know it.”

“I don’t know anything anymore, Tianna. I know you come back here when shit gets bad with him. I know there’s more you’re not tellin’ me about your life,” I tell her. She shakes her head and pushes up on her toes to brush her lips over mine. And again, I fucking let her do it. Call me weak. Call me a punk. I don’t know what the hell it is about Tianna that I can’t let go. She could burn me to the fucking ground, and I’d let her play in my goddamn ashes if that made her happy.

“Kiss me, Remy,” she says softly. And I do it. I kiss her. I kiss her until she can’t breathe. I kiss her until she’s climbing me like a fucking tree, and then I carry her over to my bed and lay her down. I strip her clothes off before doing the same to mine, and when we’re both naked, I climb between her parted thighs.

“You make me crazy. You know that?” She smiles up at me as I slowly thrust into her.

“You do the same to me.” Her arms reach around my back as she pulls me in closer. I roll my hips, needing to feel all of her wrapped around me. In my head, I know I need to stop this, but in my heart, I know I can’t. You see, I’ve loved Tianna since we were teenagers. There was nothing she could do wrong in my eyes. But things changed. I joined the club and found my family,and she didn’t like it. She didn’t like the things I did or why I did them. We grew apart, yet here we are.

I lift her leg over my shoulder and really start to move. I love the sound of my body slapping against hers. It drives me crazy. Crazier than I already am.

“You know your safe word?” I ask as I pull out of her. We aren’t into the whole BDSM thing, but there’s still a limit to what she can handle. She nods her head as I smile and roll her over onto her stomach, lifting her ass in the air. Then I slam my hand down against her ass and listen as she yelps.

“Only use it if it’s too much,” I tell her. She nods her head, her hands clenching the sheets next to her. I lean down and bite her ass cheek before moving in for her ass. I lick my way around that puckered hole, lubing it up with my spit as I go. Then I sit up and grab my cock, slowly and easily thrusting into her. I’m slow at first, but the feeling of her wrapped around me the way she is is making me insane. So, I pick up the pace a little. I fuck her ass like I want to fuck her pussy. I take her hard and rough until I see her crying and her lips part.

“Gold!” She cries out, and I immediately stop moving. I slowly pull out of her and roll her onto her back.

“Are you okay?”

“It was too much,” she cries. I nod my head and climb off the bed, heading into the bathroom to clean myself up before heading back to the bed. Tianna lays there with tears in her eyes.

“I didn’t mean to hurt you.”

“I know.”

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