It’s not until the peacefulness is disturbed by a shift in the air that I know I’m not alone.
Smith.
“Go away.”
“Is that any way to talk to your savior?”
I snort out a laugh. “More like kidnapper with a part-time hustle in side thorns.”
“Pretty, and yet I can’t fucking wait to hand you over. Maybe if I ask nicely, they’ll let me torture you, just a little.” He steals a carrot moments before I bring the knife down on the wooden chopping block. “You do know that kind of violent action gets me hot, right?”
“Well, considering you’re a kidnapping son of a bitch… I’m not surprised.”
I don’t know why, but the needling banter lifts me, makes me want to smile.
It also turns this dangerous man into a pussycat over the feral panther I think he just might be.
Based on everything I know about him, I believe he’s a man who’s smart and very comfortable in his skin. But his talk of violent action, chasing me down, all that hunter and prey crap getting him hot
I don’t think it’s talk.
And I don’t think I’ve seen the real Smith.
Well, actually…
I think I’ve seen a facet of him, a glimpse of what he wants me to see with hints of what he actually is and what he’ll do. I don’t mean his job, I mean him. Who he is down in the marrow of his bones, down in his soul.
This man… He’s like a panther playing before his meal because, though he might want to eat, he’s not hungry. The desire to kill hasn’t been stroked into life.
When I say dangerous, what I’ve seen is a dangerous man, and that… that’s the tip of the iceberg.
I take in a shaking breath.
“Why the CIA?” he asks, leaning against the chipped white sink next to me.
With a shrug, I finish the carrots and tip the board into the pot. There’s a knife at the back of the workbench. It looks sharp. Maybe it’s a paring knife. Hell, maybe it’s for stabbing sexy, hot, dangerous men and making a run for it. I don’t know, but I do know I’m going to steal it.
His gaze travels to where I just looked but he doesn’t do anything about it.
“To rid the world of men like you.”
“Or make money by selling secrets. It’s been done.”
“I’m not doing that,” I snap.
“I really don’t give a fuck if you are.”
“Then why ask?”
He leans in. “To get a handle on who you are and what you’ll do. Maybe because I never expected you to enjoy this.” Smith spreads a hand.
“Cooking?”
“Line work.” And the slightest smirk lifts his mouth.
“This isn’t that different than writing code. The repetition, the getting it right, the looking for—” I stop. He’s notinterested in code or hacking. He’s… poking in my brain. “I find it soothing.”
“And what else do you find soothing?”