Page 56 of Someday You Learn

I look up at him, his words cutting deep. “You’re not losing me.”

Brushing my hair from my face, he says, “You remind me so much of your mother sometimes. You’re too smart, too driven.”

I life my chin. “Those aren’t bad things, Dad.”

He nods, closing his eyes and kissing the top of my head. “I know. But when I see you making impulsive decisions, it scares me.”

Behind me, Parker clears his throat, stepping closer. “I’m looking out for her, Robert. I promise.”

My father releases me, and before I can move, Parker pulls me against his chest. His arm circles my shoulders protectively. “I know you didn’t find out about this in the best way, but I’m asking you to trust us. Trust that we’re doing what’s right for us at the right time.”

My dad studies us, his gaze shifting between me and Parker. And standing here in Parker’s arms under the scrutiny of my father’s gaze makes me feel like maybe I can fight for what I want here—as long as I have Parker to back me up.

I love my dad with all of my heart and soul, but he’s so stubborn, so hell-bent on what he believes. I know fear fuels so many of his emotions, but until I can show him how successful I can be doing something that I genuinely love, I have to keep him in the dark.

He nods. “I think it’s time for me to make some decisions too.”

Parker and I share a look, but Parker speaks first. “What kind of decisions?”

“Well, after our conversation the other day, June Bug, and everything that’s happened this past week, I think you’re right.” He takes a deep breath and says, “I think it’s time to start considering my retirement. I’m not saying it will happen tomorrow, but it’s time to really consider my successor.”

I can feel Parker tense up behind me, his grip on my shoulder tightening.

“I’m glad you’re going to consider it, Dad.”

“I’ve been thinking about it a lot, and given all of the changes going on, and the fact that you’re here now, I think I’m ready to enjoy the rest of my life outside of the hospital.”

Parker squeezes my shoulder again. “That place can suck you in, can’t it?”

Mydad actually laughs. “Yes, it can. And there’s more to life than work.”

I eye my father curiously. “I’m sorry, but who are you and what have you done with my dad?”

He smirks and starts for the door. “No need to commit me just yet. I said I’m thinking about it, all right? I didn’t say it’s happening anytime soon.”

Parker and I follow him to the door. “Leaving already?” I ask as he reaches the entryway.

“Yes. It’s getting late and I hate driving at night.” He taps his cane on the ground. “Plus, Beth is taking me for a walk in the morning without this thing, so I need to get my rest. That woman can be a real ball-buster, if you know what I mean.”

Parker laughs lightly. “Oh, I’m aware.”

My dad leans forward and kisses my cheek. “I love you, June.”

“Love you too, Dad.”

Parker reaches out to shake his hand. “Thanks for coming over, Robert.”

My father clasps his hand, holding it firm as his gaze locks with Parker’s. “Take care of my daughter, Parker.”

“I plan on it.”

The moment the door shuts behind him, I let out the breath I didn’t realize I’d been holding. Leaning back against the front door, I turn to find Parker watching my dad through the window as he makes his way out to his car.

“Oh my God…”

“He’s gone,” Parker says, his voice low, posture still tense.

I take a deep breath and blow it out. “I think he actually bought it.”

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