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“Sadie baby.” I moan out her name, fingers digging into her hips as I let myself cum inside of her, filling her up as she squeezes around me, so fucking tight that I see spots from the pleasure she is milking out of me.

This is everything.

My knot teasing just outside of her. We’re going to have to work up to her taking that in her sweet ass. The thought of it has me squirting another pump of cum inside of her.

Something I can look forward to doing.

I want to tell her I love her but she deserves more than a confession like that after I was buried inside her ass. It shouldn’t be a heat of the moment decision to let her know she’s everything.

Doing it right matters more.

No, I need to plan it out. Let her know that she is everything to me. And I need to do it soon.

CHAPTER 36

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

Sadie

Cameron’s hand runs through my hair as he reads some emails and responds to them on his phone. His fingers rub at my scalp as I lay against his stomach, body positioned between his legs on the couch in the main room of the cabin.

I was reading on my phone but I think I fell asleep and now am blinking away the sleep that still clings to my eyes. Trying to wake myself up.

Paxton had to head back home this morning to deal with a project in person for the week and it was a wakeup call for me. A reminder that this is just a temporary reprise from life and that we were going to have to go back to it sooner than later. I hated him leaving but was almost thankful that it made real life come back.

Sometimes I can get so lost in my mind that reality feels fake. Being grounded by it happening was a reminder to me to make sure I’m living in it.

“You hungry, brat?” I smirk, turning my head as I look at Cameron. His phone is away now and all his attention is on me as he capitalizes the time that we aregetting together.

Jace dragged Anthony out this morning telling him that he had tofix fences while Cam had been feeding me and had been deemed too busy to help them with manual labor.

Something that he was more than okay with.

I nod my head at the promise of food, shifting up and stretching my aching body from the nap that I had on the couch. My shirt rises just enough that Cam has the ability to grab it, tugging it up as his hand lands on my stomach.

I may have lost weight but I’m still soft there and can feel the way my cheeks are blooming in embarrassed heat. But if these men have taught me anything it’s that they like my body and if I even act like I don’t like a part of me they’ll spend all their time worshiping that part of me and making me fall in love with it.

“All I can think about is how pretty you’d look full of our baby,” I have never in my life wanted to have children.

I donate to Planned Parenthood yearly thinking that if I ever had an accident and my birth control failed that I would have no problem making the decision that was right for me.

Right now in my life, I am such a mess. It’s not just this journey for me to get better. I don’t know if getting better is really in the cards for me. I’ll always have days where I’m not feeling 100%. I’ll have moments that will set off my anxiety and make me freeze or panic because of it. Sure, I’m getting help to deal with these things now but the idea of bringing a child into it when my wrist is still stitched up from my way of handling my emotions makes me cringe.

Maybe one day I’ll be able to handle it all. Or maybe one day I’ll know how to handle some of it and let my alphas handle the rest. But everyone can be certain that it is not today.

But the way that Cam is stroking my stomach with his thumb and giving me these ideas that have me suddenly very invested in the breeding kink picture he is selling makes me want to take out my IUD and let these men fill me with babies.

Maybe when we’re home and have a few months together under our belts I can think about that.

“All swollen with our child, your big tits full of milk.”

His other hand pulls up my shirt over my tits, a finger tracing my nipple as I’m suddenly getting images of him and Jace sucking my titswhile Paxton kisses my swollen stomach and Anthony keeps going inside of me through it all.

Well, sign me up for this.

“I want that with you, a future. A bond bite. Babies. I want it all with you, Sadie baby.” Cam’s eyes are on mine as he sits so we’re facing each other. My shirt falling back over my breasts to cover them. His warm hand switched from my stomach to my back to pull me closer to him, “Because I love you.”

Holy Shit.

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