Probably onset because since my hospital stay I’ve been off suppressants. The thinking of everyone is that if my hormones regulate it can help my mood. Unfortunately, since I’ve been on them for so long it’s likely I’ll go into a long heat sooner than later.

“Can we pick up Cam? I want time with you all, please?”

“A please? God, I love when you’re sweet.” Paxton teases me now.

He hasn’t quite gotten me off of Ant’s lap and I don’t even struggle to get away as I balance between them loving that they both want to touch me.

I’ve been so sad, so overwhelmed lately and now? Now, I just feel like everything is going to get better. I feel like for the first time in my life I am exactly where I am supposed to be. With exactly who I want to be with.

“I need to run inside to grab clean clothes. I’ll grab Cam. Okay?” Pax promises as we get to the house.

“Crashing our date.” Ant adds with no venom in his voice.

“Nah, we all need time together. I need time with all of you. I wantto be spoiled with all the lo-good feelings.” I catch myself before spilling my secret.

I’m going to tell them I love them but I need all of them together. I love them as a unit as well individually.

Shit.

CHAPTER 33

REAL LOVE BABY

Anthony

We were taking Sadie out to a real life Honky Tonk tonight and because it was a special occasion I was taking it very seriously to have her dressed up in the perfect outfit for the night out.

The past week she had opened up again, talking to us, and having us back in her bed.

It was nice working out with her in the morning, feeling her lips against mine as we fucked like animals. But our girl loved it, and seemed to want us like she had missed us in a way that was indescribable.

“Are you sure this is okay?” Sadie stepped out of the bathroom, tugging at the denim skirt I had bought for her.

Fuck.

The tight little denim skirt wastiny. Paired with the cowboy boots that she had been wearing around the farm, and that I knew Jace was obsessed with seeing her in, and then that small white tank top that had ‘Cowboy Pillows’ written across her chest. She was a little self conscious about her wrist so I had found a red bandana and tied it like a bracelet around it.

Sadie was a smoke show.

Her brown hair was curled in waves that my hand tangled in,pulling her lips to mine as I kissed her, desperate to be closer to her. Words couldn’t tell her how fucking gorgeous she was.

I had to show my girl.

The way her hands looped lazily around my neck, letting me push her back into the bathroom. Sadie knew that we weren’t going to make it downstairs in the five minutes I had promised everyone.

“I have one more thing for you, “ Her eyes sparkled as I turned her to face the mirror. Her hands caught herself on the counter as I tugged up her denim skirt.

The little minx shook her ass, left then right as I fell to my knees, teeth sinking into it. Sucking the thick flesh into her mouth as I left a hickey on her ass.

Fucking perfect.

Hooking my fingers into the leopard print thong she was wearing, I tugged it down, smacking her legs softly so she knew to step out of it for me.

Her ass was gorgeous and from the way her eyes met mine in the mirror she knew what I was thinking of doing to it.

“Lean forward for me. I’m going to prep you for my cock.” Her eyes widened but there was that trust in me as she leaned forward, ass coming up as she invited me to her body.

Gorgeous.