“It was that guy from the first day we went boxing.” Trying to recall that day all I can think about is how Sadie knocked Cam right on his ass.
Who was there other than us?
Who had-
“Ray.” I say his name and her back stiffens, fear running across her face, “I’ll ban him from the gym.”
And kick his fucking teeth in.
Piece of shit.
She nods, breathing out.
“He said things to me that reminded me of my ex. And it scaredme. It scared me how they all blended together and I was that same girl who was afraid of everything again.” She moves closer, “I just wanted to have control again. To not be afraid. I didn’t mean for it…you know. I really wasn’t trying to…do that.” I nod, understanding. “And I was afraid you’d all think I was too broken. Not worth being with.”
Cupping her jaw, I kiss her lightly. Just a soft reminder that I’m here, that she’s worthy. That I’m not fucking going anywhere.
“Sadie, sweetheart. I hate to tell you this but you’re stuck with us. I don’t think you’re going to be able to get rid of us.” She smirks at me, her eyes still cautious as she looks at me like she doesn’t believe me.
And that’s okay because I’ll show her everyday until she believes it.
“Thank you for listening, Pax. I needed this. Needed you.” I bring her in for another kiss, my mouth opening this time, tasting her as she whimpers against my mouth.
We move like we had planned it out.
Sadie laying back her thighs opening to give me space between her legs. My body is covering her, keeping her warm and making her feel centered. I need her to know that I’m here for her, even if it’s a physical presence.
“I want to make love to you, princess.” I mutter, kissing over her jaw and neck.
“Please, Pax. I need that.”
Moving her hands, I tug off the flannel she is wearing. Then the shirt leaves her only in a pair of black short panties that got tossed in the mess of blankets in the bedding. Sadie’s hands slide up my henley, tugging it off before her hands press against my jeans.
I need to slow things down but it’s so hard when she is my favorite temptation.
Gripping her wrists in my hand, I slide them over her head, pressing my body against hers as she shivers, our lips meeting. A slow heated kiss where our mouths open, searching each other as our hips grind seeking friction.
I’ve been with Sadie a few dozen times in the past month but this feels different. It’s like we both understand it too.
Her head tilts, breaking the kiss, eyes on me.
“I have an IUD. I trust you now. I trust all of you.” Her words make my cock jump and for a second I worry as the head leaks precum. The fear that I’m going to finish in my jeans before even burying myself in her tight heat crosses my mind.
“You don’t have to-”
“I want you, Daddy. I need to feel you. I need it more than I’ve ever needed anything in my entire life.”
Her words are desperate, her eyes boring into me as she looks at me like I’m a raft keeping her a float.
Kicking off my pants and boxers, we’re both bare, skin on skin as we lay, making out like we haven’t kissed in forever. And I could kiss her forever.
Sadie is it for me.
I want to bond with her.
Need to bond her.
Make her pack.