He nodded, his face flushed and his pupils still blown black. “Okay?”
“Amazing.” I smiled at him, pressing a kiss to his mouth. “Sleep?”
We shifted, Julian pulling out of me reluctantly and curling on our sides. Logan shifted him to the side, still knotted inside him. I curled up to Julian’s other side, and Luca helped me get cleaned up before curling to my back.
Luca stroked his hand through my hair, long soft movements that made drowsiness pour through me.
“You’re amazing.” Luca kissed my shoulder, licking where he’d bitten me.
Julian settled against me, shifting closer, without opening his eyes. He was out, and so was Logan. It was semi-dark and I didn’t know what time it was.
“I love you.” Luca pulled me into a kiss, and I sank into him.
They loved me back. Joy bounced around me until it felt like I would burst. He pulled away with a soft smile. “You’re everything we ever needed, and we’re lucky to have you.”
I rolled over to press my face against Luca’s chest, making sure I was pressed against Julian. “I love you too. It felt too soon but…”
“Never too soon.” Luca kissed the top of my head, his voice thick with sleep. “Not when you know it’s right.”
I sighed, rubbing my face into his chest, loving the hard planes of his muscles, the slight tickle of chest hair.
“Get some sleep. We’re going to ravish you again in a little while.”
I started to pout, but exhaustion weighted me down. I slipped into sleep, weightless and free with security of the pack around me.
Chapter 31
Sunshine
Time passed in moments marked by being touched, by touching. By lips and hands and hips and fingers and cocks and the shattering crash of orgasm after orgasm. Our bodies entwined together over and over, doing the ancient dance of lovemaking. Moments punched by Luca or Logan coaxing us into eating protein bars and drinking sports drinks until we fell back into loving each other.
We tried each lock I’d brought, but Julian agreed with me on the one I liked the best. He also took me without the lock, from behind, in every position we could come up with. Luca pinned him down and fucked him hard and fast while he swallowed Logan’s cock and then I rode him. Luca and Logan fucked me at the same time, dragging it out until I was a helpless mess, and then making me come three times in succession.
I woke up more coherent than I had in a while and felt…sore. Ecstatic, but so very sore. I tried to move my arms and legs, but my body was no longer taking orders from me.
My lips were cracked and my throat raw from screaming in pleasure. I tried to move but couldn’t do more than wiggle.
I lay against Julian’s chest. He was flat on his back, sleeping deeply with Logan curled up on his other side. Luca curled against me and shifted when I twitched.
“’s’okay?” Luca’s voice was deep and husky, and a trickle of desire worked its way through me.
“Can’t move.” My mouth was thick and dry.
Luca sat up quickly, moving from sleeping to awake.
“I’m okay.” I said quickly, keeping my voice low. If Julian was sleeping, he needed it. “Let’s go back to sleep.”
Luca rolled me over, so I faced him. It was slow going because my muscles didn’t want to move at all, and I couldn’t hide my winces.
“We haven’t been doing a good job of pacing you.” Luca wrinkled his nose.
“I’m fine.” I breathed in his cinnamon vanilla scent and suddenly wanted Snickerdoodles.
“You’re going to rest.” Luca slid away from me, replacing his weight with a pillow. “I’m getting you food and water.”
I didn’t have the energy to argue. I cuddled the pillow, huffing in Julian’s scent and drifted back to sleep until Luca returned with a sports drink and plate of bite sized food.
He looked tired himself, his black hair disheveled beyond repair. He had bags under his eyes, and there were bite marks all over his neck and shoulders from where the three of us had bitten him.