"Your sexual energy is blocked up." Kivai went through the box and pulled out a larger size dildo. "You're going into heat soon."
I swallowed hard. "I want you to feel good too."
"Oh, darling." Kivai grinned. "I will. Spread your legs."
I fell back on the bed and obeyed. Kivai kissed my forehead, my neck, and pressed his mouth against mine.
I squirmed, wrapping my legs around his waist. I felt the pressure of him, the heat, but there was still something off, something my brain couldn't process. Even with him pressed on top of me, it wasn't the same as having Valens on top of me.
But I wanted Kivai so badly it didn't matter. He kissed me, and it was my undoing. I floated on the sensation of his mouth, feeling worlds entwined.
His hands moved over me, roaming, and I bucked and moaned. "Do the energy reading thing," I panted around his mouth.
Groaning, he pulled my nightgown off. "Yes, dear."
I bucked my hips up. He laughed and pressed his hands on my stomach.
Energy shifted between us, and I moaned. He kept up the pressure, and I shifted against the bed. It felt like sex without penetration.
I panted, moaning, twisting my hips under his hands. "Kivai, oh please, yes."
He kept one hand on my stomach and used the other to brush the dildo against my entrance.
I'd gotten used to how Kivai felt, and it was almost too much pressure. Lucky he figured it out and backed off, rubbing gently against me.
I spread my legs and whimpered. "Please."
He looked up at me. "You're okay?"
"I'm glorious." The world around us went golden, and Kivai glanced up.
Frowning, his magic shot out and the world went back to being in the mortal plane. "Stay with me, baby."
He slowly pushed the head of the dildo inside me. A slight burning stretch, and then ecstasy. Kivai laid on top of me again, and I entwined my legs around him. I kissed him as he stroked inside me over and over, his hand on my stomach dipping lower to press against my clit.
I cried out, seeing stars. The rush of energy caught me in an onslaught of sensation. Kivai bucked against my hips, keeping up with the dildo until I came again, and again, shattering around him. I lost track of who I was, where I was, until there was nothing else in the entire world but Kivai driving into me with his energy.
Where there was pain and agony in my body he replaced it with pleasure and joy, my body breaking down and building back up.
I cried out a final time, and Kivai grunted against me. Our energy went off like fireworks in the room, and I lay against the bed for a long time, unable to do more than just breath.
Kivai shifted, but I couldn't tell if he was still on top of me or behind.
The thought that maybe I'd hurt him somehow forced my eyes open.
He was laying next to me, almost completely translucent.
Around us, small birds flew slowly above us. There were also things that looked like flowers with legs, all in slow motion.
"You okay?" I touched his shoulder, but I didn't feel a thing.
"Yes," He looked up at me. "Just tired."
I grinned at him. "I wore you out."
"Yes," he said, caressing my face with his hand. He frowned, probably realizing he didn't feel a thing. "Manifesting in the mortal world so I could give you the night of your life has taken its toll."
He scooted closer, and I wanted to rage at not being able to feel him.