Page 60 of Wild Desire

With a growl, I set her to the side, pulled off my shorts, and then surged out of the hot tub.

"Where are you going?" Noelle's panicked voice followed me through the cold air.

"Condoms," I barked back at her.

I grabbed the ones I'd put in the bar earlier and threw them on the edge of the hot tub. I was moving without my crutches now, and I didn't want to think too hard about what that meant.

I had a naked Noelle in my hot tub, and I wasn't letting this opportunity pass me by. This time, she wasn't a dream or a fantasy; she was real.

I jumped into the tub and pulled her back onto my lap. Her pussy slid over my aching dick, and I gritted my teeth against the sensation.

"Condom," I reminded her as I ripped open the wrapper with my teeth and smoothed it over my cock.

Her arms wrapped around my neck, her breasts in my face, as she slid my cock through her folds. When the tip nudged her entrance, she moaned. Then she leaned down, nibbling on my ear lobe, my neck. "Killian. I want you inside me."

"Mmm. I'm here for the taking, Noelle." This was her show. I wanted to let her take the lead. She'd lost her confidence after kissing me when we were eighteen. Now I wanted to return her power.

Her arms tightened around me as she gripped my cock and aimed it at her entrance. Then she slowly sank over the tip, her warm walls surrounding me.

Her head fell back, her hair skimming the surface of the water and her eyes fluttering closed.

I held her back as she arched away from me and sucked in her nipple. Her eyes flew open as she sank down farther.

I let my teeth scrape her nipple, wanting her to feel the bite with the pleasure. Her fingers tightened in my hair. "You feel so good."

"That's because it's me inside you."

Her eyes darkened with desire at my words.

What we had was different, special. This wasn't sex. It was two people coming together who'd been denying themselves for too long.

My heart felt full, and I wondered if it needed Noelle to complete it. When she slid lower, she paused, as if savoring the feeling of me filling her.

My hands gripped her hips, and I urged her to move by lifting her. She surged up and then slid down, settling into a rhythm.

I managed to latch onto one nipple, then giving both attention as she bounced on top of me. She was biting her lip as if she was holding herself back. I pulled her lip gently out from under her teeth. "You can be yourself with me. I want to hear your pleasure."

Her cheeks were red from the cold, her eyes bright with desire, but she nodded, moving more confidently over me.

I wished I was in any kind of shape to flip her over and pound into her. But I wasn't. Plus, I wanted her to be in control. It was a special kind of torture letting her set the pace. It was driving me crazy.

When I felt like I was going to explode at any second, I used my thumb to press down on her clit. Her movements were slower, shakier, as she went over with a cry. I spilled into the condom, unable to hold back any longer.

She slumped over me, her face buried in my shoulder.

I had sex with Noelle Richards, and it was amazing. I didn't regret it because it was the single best decision I'd ever made. I just hoped she didn't have any regrets.

I kissed her shoulder, wanting so much more for her but knowing that she wasn't ready to give it yet. Trust with Noelle was earned, and I wasn't sure I was all the way in yet.

She lifted her head, her gaze meeting mine. "Was that okay?" Her voice was shaky, vulnerable even.

"That was fabulous. It was better than any fantasy I ever had about you."

Her fingers, which had been sifting through the strands of my hair, stilled. "You've thought about me?"

I chuckled. "It was more than that. Ever since you found me naked in the bathroom, I've been overcome with thoughts of you. And now you're in my arms. It's hard to believe."

She smiled slightly.

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