Page 52 of Lustful Nights

“Is this okay? Am I doing this right?” His voice is raspy and shaky, and I’m not sure if he’s more nervous about it being our first time together or it being my first time altogether.

“You’re doing so good,” I mewl, my hand jerking my cock wildly. “Don’t stop.”

He keeps working me open, probably spending more time than needed, which I’m thankful for. Yes, I’ve had my own fingers up there and once or twice a small toy, but Jensen’s cock is much bigger than any toy I’ve ever used before.

“I’m ready.”

“Okay, turn back over. I want to do this where I can see your face.”

I rotate over, falling back onto the bed. After spreading my legs wide, I run my hands up Jensen’s chest as he settles between my thighs. He blows out a breath and closes his eyes. When he opens them, he pins me with a heated stare, desire and love reflected in them. Excitement and nerves both rack my body. With shaky hands, I pull my knees up for easier access. I’m trying to remember the different tips and tricks Declan and Preston have shared with me, but my mind is drawing a blank. The only thing that matters is here and now and figuring this out with Jensen.

He starts to push in slowly, and the burning takes over every sensation I’m feeling. My body tries to lock up tight, but I breathe deeply, remembering to push out as he seeks to force his way in.

“Dammit, you’re way bigger than my toy,” I whisper, closing my eyes and arching my back. Maybe if I move a little bit, it’ll be easier.

“Hold on.” Jensen reaches over to the side of the bed and produces a pillow. He pulls back out of me, and I lift my hips as he slides a cushion underneath me. “Maybe this will help?”

Jensen gets back into position, lining back up with my hole. This time, I’m more prepared for the initial stretch, breathing deeply as he pushes in again. My hands reach around his shoulders, pulling his body forward so I can kiss him. We lose ourselves for a few seconds, making out with one another. His hand grabs hold of my throat as he forces his way in a little further. My breaths become erratic and tears prick my eyes.

“Am I hurting you?” Jensen asks, his thumb rubbing my face. The action has more tears leaking down my cheeks and I can’t help but smile.

“It was worth it. Waiting. Waiting for you. I’m sorry I’m so emotional. This is even more spectacular than I thought. Keep going though, please.”

“Okay.”

Jensen wipes away the few tears, then kisses me before he starts moving again. He pulls out slowly and then takes his time working all the way in until his cock is fucking finally all the way inside. After giving me a brief pause to adjust to the intrusion, he withdraws and then thrusts back in. He leans down, putting his face in my neck as he continues to thrust. My hands hold on tight as he picks up the pace, though his thrusts are still slow and cautious, as though he’s worried he’s going to hurt me.

“You can go a little rougher. I promise you won’t break me.”

Jensen speeds up, fucking into me a little harder. I know I’m going to be sore as hell tomorrow, but it’ll be worth it. The feeling of finally being with someone this way. I’ve waited years for this and it’s been worth it. The glide of his cock insideme is unlike anything I could have imagined. Even through the condom, it’s sensational. He rams into me, hitting my prostate with each thrust. The head of my shaft is red and aching, the slit dripping with precum. My stomach is a sticky mess from how much I’m spilling.

“You feel extremely good,” Jensen growls, sitting up and pounding into me a bit harder. He’s still not going full force, holding himself back. “So damn tight, you’re strangling my cock. I will never get used to how this feels. Being inside you, making you mine. Fucking hell, Lennox. You’re amazing and this hole is my paradise. I could live the rest of my life buried in your ass and die a lucky man.”

My rough laugh turns into a loud groan when Jensen grabs hold of my hips. He pounds into me incessantly, a sheen of sweat appearing on his torso. I grab onto my cock, almost sobbing with relief when my hand wraps around my shaft. I don’t think I’ve ever been this horny before, needing to orgasm so badly.

“I’m not sure I’m going to last long,” Jensen grunts, his thrusting faltering. “You feel too good.”

“Oh, thank god,” I sob, working my dick faster. “I need to come so fucking badly. I won’t last much longer.”

“I want you to come on my dick, sweetheart, then I’ll come.”

He knocks my hand out of the way, taking over. His hand is rougher, more calloused, and the friction is exactly what I need. I shoot sticky cum all over my chest, my body sagging in relief as I finally orgasm. Jensen follows shortly after, his release filling up the condom. He leans down and kisses me before slipping out of me, disposing of the rubber, and cleaning up my stomach.

“Are you okay?” he asks me as soon as he slides into bed with me.

“I’m perfect. I can’t believe I’ve been missing out on that. Hell yeah. I’m looking forward to doing it again.” I squirm in his hold, my ass a little tender. “Maybe not tonight, but we’ll have todo it another time. I can already tell I’m going to be addicted to your cock. I can’t wait to try riding you!” Jensen tickles my side, and I squeal loudly, curling into his embrace. “Thank you. For waiting, for taking your time with me, and for trusting me when I said I was ready.”

“The past few months with you have been more than I could have ever imagined. You’ve opened me up to so many possibilities I never considered for myself. So, thank you right back.”

I slap his chest, giggling. “This is all so surreal. Being with you and Nick being okay with everything. Things are going to work out, aren’t they?”

“Yeah, sweetheart. Things are going to work out.”

22

JENSEN

Today isLennox’s last day of classes for the semester. He was stressed out about them, thinking he was going to fail and have to retake the entire course. Luckily, he just called to let me know he passed his final, which means he’ll officially get to move on to the next set of his coursework in the spring. Wanting to do something special for him, I ordered takeout from his favorite restaurant… and I might have a few ideas up my sleeve. It’s been a couple of weeks since Lennox lost his virginity. We took it slow for the first few days, but after that, his sexual appetite has really come out to play. Lennox has always been a sensual man, and we’d done plenty of things before we finally had penetrative sex, but now it’s out of this world. I haven’t even had another chance to have him fuck me, as he’s been fucking addicted to having my cock stretch him wide—which I’m not complaining about at all.

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