Page 48 of Lustful Nights

Lennox blows out a breath and then lines his shaft up with my hole. “Breathe out for me. Andpleaselet me know if it hurts and I’ll stop.”

“Lennox, I’m fine. Now get your dick in me.”

“Topping from the bottom I see.” He smiles but does as I say, pushing into me.

It burns at first, his dick a lot thicker than his fingers. I grab hold of his shoulders, squeezing my eyes shut. I don’t want him to stop, but holy shit, this is strange. He pushes in farther, taking his time as inch after inch finds its way in. I’ve never felt so full before, feeling Lennox in me.

“Wow,” he whispers as he slides to the hilt. He pauses to let me adjust, leaning down to kiss my chest. “Yeah, I’m not going to last very long. I’ve never felt this before; how warm and tight it is. It’s like my dick is in paradise right now. I’m probably not making any sense, but this is extraordinary. I wonder what it’ll feel like if I do this?” He gives an experimental thrust, hitting the spot that lights me up. “Oh my god, yes, that feels so good.”

“Lennox, I need you to move. Not once, but multiple times. Fuck me, baby.” I slap his ass again, getting him to move. He pulls back before pushing back in until hefinallypicks up the pace, fucking into me. “Just like that, don’t stop. I want you to fuck me so hard, I scream your name. Can you do that, sweetheart? Fuck, me so deeply, I’ll be feeling you for days?”

“Oh god,” he moans, thrusting wildly. A sheen of sweat covers his chest, and I lean up, licking across it. “Oh hell, do that again.” I hum happily, licking his torso again.

When my tongue reaches his nipple, Lennox bucks like wild, hitting my prostate over and over. “Hell yes, sweetheart. Fuck, you’re such a slut for it, aren’t you? A fucking slut loving having your cock in my hole. I bet all you can think about is filling me up. Stuffing me so full of your cum, I leak for days.” I grab onto my dick, squeezing the base, trying to stop my orgasm, but it’s no use. My balls draw up, tightening, and I unleash all over my stomach, my limp dick falling in a puddle of my cum. “Fucking hell, Lennox. You fuck me so damn good. Look at how much you made me come, sweetheart.” Lennox looks down, whimpering when he sees the mess I made. I drag my thumb through the cum, gathering some onto the tip. I place it in front of Lennox’s mouth, telling him he’s a good boy when he opens his mouth wide. My finger goes in, letting him lick and nibble on my thumb. He hums happily around the digit, his thrusting stopping momentarily. “Nuh-uh,” I chide him. “When did I say you could stop fucking me? Keep moving.”

Lennox obeys my commands, picking up the pace and ramming into my hole. He’s losing himself to the pleasure and I love seeing him let go. It only takes a few more shoves before he’s finding his own release.

He breathes heavily as he crashes face-first into my chest. “Oh god, that was so good. The best. I can’t wait to do it again.” My cock jerks against his stomach and Lennox laughs. “Okay, not that soon. But I’m gonna want another go at it. If you enjoyed it.”

“I more than enjoyed it. It was everything I thought it would be and more.” I wiggle in my spot, wincing when I feel my sore hole. “I, uh, I don’t think I’m up to it again tonight. But wewillbe repeating it.”

Lennox sits up, taking off the condom and tossing it into the trash. He grabs a shirt off the floor, using it to clean up my stomach. “Even when you bottom, you’re so commanding. I love it, the way you can tell me what to do, especially with my cock in you.”

“I’m glad I could please you,” I joke, pulling his warm body close to me. I turn him over, cuddling behind him. “Was that okay?”

“It was more than okay. It was perfect and everything I wanted to happen. Thank you for trusting me with your body.” He pulls my arm around his waist, squeezing my hand.

Lennox starts drifting to sleep in my arms as I hold on to him tightly. I kiss the back of his head, then close my own eyes. Fuck, I really hope I get to keep him.

I take off my helmet, staring up at the door to Nick’s place. I didn’t call him before I came, deciding it would be better to show up unannounced versus calling him and him shutting me out. Going this long without talking to Nick has been heartbreaking. When I first started seeing Lennox, I worried about telling Nick, not because he would freak out about me seeing his brother, but more so that the Jensen he knew all his life was a straight man who dated women. I thought he would be more freaked out about me dating a man than dating his brother.

Fuck, was I wrong.

I truly didn’t expect him to flip out and disappear, which should have been a concern of mine, but I was happy. For the first time in years, my life didn’t seem so boring. Lennox brought a brightness to it that had been missing for a while. It was like I was going through life day by day in black and white, but onceI saw Lennox on that stage… He’d blasted my world into color. I’ve not only learned more about myself from being with him, but I’ve opened myself up to doing things I never thought I would do before. Like my art. It’s always been something that’s sat in the back of my mind, but in the past few weeks, I’ve drawn more than I have in years. My creativity has been knocked wide open and I’m excited to see what can come from it.

My eyes scan up and down his quiet street. Well, shit. At least if he kicks my ass, there will be no one to witness it. I glance at my shoes, making sure they’re still tied, then zip my jacket up, before zipping it back down. I’m stalling myself and I know it.

Fuck it.

Swinging my leg over my bike, I grab my helmet and make sure my motorcycle is turned off before turning back toward the front of Nick’s door. My eyes widen when I see Nick standing on the porch, his arms crossed, a menacing look on his face. Nick is about the same size as me, six-foot-one, and muscular, but whereas I barely work out, he goes to the gym daily.

I walk up to his door, maintaining eye contact with him the whole time. “We need to talk.”

“The time to talk was before you started hooking up with my brother. Not once you got caught.”

Okay, so he’s definitely still pissed. But I know Nick, and once I explain everything to him, he’ll start thawing.

Hopefully.

“You’re 100% correct. I’m rectifying that now. Please. Can we talk?” I beg, not caring if I sound pathetic. I’m not only doing this for myself but also for Lennox.

“Whatever. You have five minutes.”

He leads me into his house, and I follow him toward his living room. He takes a spot in his recliner while I sit across from him on the couch. We’re staring at one another, the silenceextremely uncomfortable. Things have never been like this between us. I don’t know how to start or what to say.

Glancing at my hands, I wring them together. “I’m sorry.” I tell him, looking up into his eyes when he scoffs loudly. “Honestly, I am. I didn’t plan this. It sort of just happened. I can’t tell you everything; a lot of it is Lennox’s story to reveal. But I can tell you one thing.” I wait until he looks me in the eye before I keep talking. “Nick, I love him. I truly do. There’s something different about him. He makes me incredibly happy.”

Nick scrubs his hands down his face, sighing loudly. “I don’t get it. I thought you were straight. You’ve never talked about dating a man before and I’ve never seen you with any other guys, either.”

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