Page 27 of GDL

"You see, while filming this interview and spending a few weeks with Sawyer, something happened that's never happened to me before. I fell in love." A pause. "With a man." Another pause. "With Sawyer Bannister."

The shot changes to a montage of clips and photos of me and Kynan taken during our two weeks together.

Then Kynan's voice carries on in a voiceover. "I agreed to do this interview to let people see a different side to me than what you get on social media. I thought it might even be fun. But I got something much better than just that. I got to see the moment I met the man I would fall in love with."

The screen freezes on the very first photo Grayson took of me and Kynan, the day we met for the first time at the shoot at theretro house. I've never seen these shots before. Truth be told, I'd forgotten we'd even taken them.

I glance over at Kynan, and there's nothing but love in his eyes.

The video cuts back to Kynan by the clothesline. He puts on a black T-shirt that says, "Yep, I'm bi," a throwback to the Australian magazine cover I did when I came out in the noughties. "Oh, and one more thing…" He spins around and reveals what's written on the back of his shirt:I love you, SB.

I hand Ashton over to Benji and cup Kynan's face in my hands. "I love you, too."

He says it back, but it's a little hard to hear him with all the cheering and whooping going on around us. But in this moment, all I see is the man I'm in love with and the incredible life I can't wait to have with him and his son.

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