Page 164 of Fated or Knot

He nudged his knee between my legs and explained what he was doing to Tormund, who watched while clutching his thick thighs. “An essence mesh is made to help with ass play.” Those tingling fingers brushed through my lower lips, gathering up myslick. “It sizes itself up to stretch the recipient without tearing, and provides lubrication and a barrier for cleanliness.”

I tried to hold still as he circled a slick-coated fingertip around the rim of my ass. That tight ring of muscle started to yield as I whimpered, wings quivering from the unusual feeling of him touching me there. The lingering essence he left behind also helped, turning the sensation from strange to welcome as I started to enjoy it.

“Can you make something like that for her, um, lady parts?” Tormund asked.

I nearly giggled. “You can say pussy, Tormund. It’s okay.”

“I want to be respectful!” he protested.

Kauz wiggled his fingertip deeper in my ass and I squealed, flapping in place. “That just, that’s what it’s called,” I said, once I settled and my dream warden looped an arm around my waist to hold me steady against his chest. “You’re very respectful, my gentle giant.”

He wiggled his shoulders proudly, even as a half-shifted rage monster.

I giggled and moaned at the same time. Kauz was casting the spell now, but it just felt like he was wiggling his finger around in my ass. The mesh supposedly started about as thick as a thread, before slowly expanding into a cylinder of interwoven essence a little larger than the size of the average alpha cock and relaxing from there unless I then take a cock. It wouldn’t help me also take a knot back there, but nothing would except for an excruciating tear in a very intimate place. Knots were still only for my pussy to squeeze.

“Time to be less respectful,” Kauz put in. He withdrew his finger and placed a kiss on my cheek. “Get up for a moment, Tormund. You’ll want to lay out on your front.”

He followed directions without complaint, a hint of nerves stealing over his fanged expression. I glanced back at Kauz,wondering what he was thinking. “He’s still perfectly capable of licking,” he said.

Oh, that he was. I perched on the armrest in front of where Tormund’s chin rested, now that he’d laid stretched out across and partially off the small couch. He got the idea too, nostrils flared to scent my slick. He inched forward and exhaled over my thigh to expel a cloud of smoke and visible heat before he unrolled his tongue.

My wings fluttered in delight. The rage form had something seriously going for it: that tongue was nice and long.Stars, the things he could do with that…I’m sure there was a practical fire fae purpose for it growing along with the fangs and all, but with some practice, I had another job for it.

“C’mere,” I murmured, spreading my pussy lips with two fingers. Need and pre-heat sweetened my scent further to beckon to his alpha instincts. He rumbled with a deep purr and seated his face in the cradle of my thighs. I yelped as he delved into me with a long lick, his fiery gaze flashing to mine in the next breath. I grabbed onto his horns, elongated nicely into the perfect handholds, and tugged him closer.

“Not too hot?” I thought he asked. Hard to tell with his tongue otherwise occupied.

“Not too hot,” I confirmed. I kept my legs off his back, though, as I could feel the draft of heated air that tented the back of his shirt.

His breath was a breeze of similarly heated gusts. The temperature felt good against my pussy, which pulsed greedily for more when he delved the wet muscle of his tongue into my channel.

I thought of Tormund as something of a food connoisseur, raised knowing what the very best tasted like and dining well off of it. Once he loosened up and started to let himself enjoy my taste, he ate like I was a quality dessert served warm and fresh.

He tossed his spectacles aside and smothered himself without placing so much as an edge of a fang on my most sensitive flesh. “You’re doing great,” I moaned. “You’re heating me up just right. I had no idea it’d feel this good…”

My pussy squeezed and rewarded him with a hot gush of slick, which he lapped up with an eager noise. The way my core fluttered, pulsing with my heartbeat, reminded me of the feeling of perfuming. With a flush spreading and sweat beading across my skin from proximity to his rage form’s internal heat…this could be the next trigger my heat had been waiting for.

I’d never expected it to be so painless. It could be as easy as slipping into Tormund’s ministrations and letting go of my lingering anxiety. To trust my body and my instincts to take over for a little while.

Wait. Stars, don’t go into heat now.I hadn’t released my white-knuckled grip on my heat yet, and I wouldn’t today unless it was absolutely necessary. I needed my nest and all four of the males I loved to see me through my most vulnerable time. I pushed away the possibility. I would not succumb today, even if it would hurt later.

My gaze landed on Kauz, who was quietly working his shirt off while he watched me writhe on Tormund’s face. The dream warden’s expression had a hint of concern, though it smoothed out to his usual knowing look as he nodded at me. There were visual signs of heat, and I wondered if he’d just watched me have a flare up before putting myself back together. He cupped the bulge in his pants and winked, scattering sparkles from his icy lashes.

I smiled back at him, before a possessive growl from my giant rumbled straight to my center. He lifted me, one huge hand under my thighs, the other spread across my lower back. This gave him a better angle and his writhing tongue reached depths that had my toes curling. “Tormund,” I moaned.

He slowed, eyes widening. “N-no, no, don’t stop,” I practically begged.

Seeming confused, he resumed his mind-melting delving. I pulled his horns and the short fluff of his hair, grinding against his face for more until I came apart. He purred again as I practically drenched his face with my come and went slack with relief.

“I didn’t hurt the li’l bird,” he said to himself, grinning broadly up at me, fangs all on display without a hint of his usual self-consciousness.

His giddiness was infectious. “No, quite the opposite. You can take a lick any time you like,” I said. We just needed to work on his confidence, I thought. Having him knot me safely would be a great first step.

“Don’t mind if I do,” he said agreeably. “What now?”

I had him put me down. Kauz was naked from the waist up, and getting that way so quickly was a bit of a feat when he had extra buttons and ties on his shirts to make the fabric fit around his wings. I admired his lean muscles while he flashed his teeth in a sparkle of white. “Do you want to watch?” I asked Tormund. He’d avoided this last time, I now realized. Would it set off the rage worse to see me with another male, even his packmate?

He breathed a softachand squinted between Kauz and me. “Have fun with the kinky bat. You deserve a bed. I’ll cool myself off and wait here,” he said.

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