Hadley
Neither can I.
I wait for another message from him and my eyes widen when my phone starts to vibrate as a phone call comes through. Rowan’s name is across the screen and I’m momentarily paralyzed. I didn’t expect him to call me, but here we are.
“Hello?”
“Hey.” His voice is gravelly, low and hushed. “I’msharing a room with Carson and he’s in the shower, and I wanted to hear your voice.”
“I’m glad you called,” I tell him, my voice also hushed as I roll onto my back in his bed.
“Are you in bed already?”
I’m silent for a moment, my bottom lip between my teeth as I think of whether or not to tell him where I actually am. “Kind of.”
“What do you mean?”
“I’m in bed, but I’m not in my bed.”
Rowan doesn’t say anything for a second. “Where are you, Hadley?” His voice is stern, a touch of jealousy laced through his words.
I let out a breath. “I’m in yours.”
He lets out an audible sigh of relief. “Goddamn, I wish I was there with you,” he half whispers, his voice hoarse. “The last time I saw you in my bed, you were naked with my cum dripping down the insides of your thighs.”
“If only that were the case right now...”
He groans through the phone. “Fuck, Hadley. I’m so hard just thinking about you like that.” The sound of his voice vibrates through my body and I slowly move my hand down my abdomen, pushing it beneath the waistband of my sleep shorts and panties. “Can you do something for me, baby?”
“Yes,” I murmur breathlessly, my fingers brushing over my clit.
“I want you to touch yourself, but I want to watch you make yourself come.”
“What if I told you I already am?” I let out a softmoan as I slip a finger inside. “How are you going to watch me? Do you have a camera I don’t know about?”
“I don’t, although that doesn’t sound like such a bad idea right now,” he admits with a chuckle. “I’m going to FaceTime you, but I need you to be quiet for me, okay? Carson will be out of the shower soon.”
The call abruptly disconnects, pulling me out of the moment as I lie awkwardly in his bed with my hand down my pants. Suddenly, my phone starts to vibrate again and I don’t hesitate to answer it. It’s dark in his room, his face illuminated by the soft glow of the TV.
“I want to watch you come,” he murmurs, his voice barely audible as he stares at me through the screen. “I’m going to talk you through it, but only if you promise not to make a sound.”
Pulling my bottom lip between my teeth, I bite down, my eyelids fluttering as I tip my head forward.
“Good girl,” he breathes, a soft breath escaping him as his chest rises and falls. Light shimmers on the chain around his neck and he stares directly at me. “How do you usually make yourself come? Do you have any toys?”
The pit of my stomach is on fire. “Yes.”
He stares at me. “Did you bring any toys with you to my house?”
Heat creeps up my neck, rapidly spreading across my cheeks. “Yes.”
“Fuck,” he groans, his jaw momentarily tightening, his hand running down his face. He curls it into a fist, biting his knuckles before releasing them. “Go get yourfavorite toy, outlaw. I want to watch you while you fuck yourself with it.”
I stare at him for a moment, not sure what to do before I lay my phone down and rush into my room. My feet move quickly and excitement mixes with anticipation inside me as I find my dildo hidden in the pocket of one of my duffle bags in my closet. Rowan’s patiently waiting as I crawl back into his bed and retrieve my phone. Grabbing a pillow, I prop it up as I roll onto my side to face him.
“Goddamn, Hadley. My cock is so hard right now, I might explode.” He lets out a ragged breath. “When I get home, I’m going to fuck you so hard, you won’t be able to walk straight for at least a week.”
I swallow hard, my tongue darting out to wet my lips. “I like the sound of that.”