It seems pretty simple, like it's the easiest option I have, and it's starting to feel like I don't have any other real viable ones at this point.
The only thing is, if we do this, no one can ever know. There's a part of me that feels ashamed for considering marrying him for his insurance even if it is a mutual decision. Nash won’t be blindsided by any of this and he's the one who proposed it in the first place. But even still, there's a weird feeling that comes along with it.
My phone rings on my nightstand and I roll over in bed, grabbing it as I find a small piece of paper. I answer the call as my eyes scan the note.
"Hey."
I didn’t want to wake you when I left, but text me after you’re up so I know you’re okay.
Nash
"What are you doing?" Nova asks me with no sense of worry or concern in her tone. "How are you feeling?"
"Better," I tell her with a smile on my lips as I walk to my closet to pick out an outfit for the day. I planned on it being a slower day, opening the flower shop closer to late morning to give myself some time. "Nash took me to get dinner, which seemed to help, and then I slept for at least ten hours last night."
"I heard Nash stayed over last night."
My stomach instantly drops. "Did you talk to him?" I don't know what the hell he would have said to her and I can't help but hope he didn't say anything about the marriage.
"He called me, like, five minutes ago."
Maybe he didn't bring up the arrangement.
“Yeah, he said he didn’t think I should be alone.” I let out a nervous laugh. “Honestly, the company was nice.”
“I agree with him, Ry. Yesterday was scary and the thought of you being home alone makes me nervous.”
My phone vibrates and I pull it away from my ear, putting the call on speakerphone as I check my messages.
Nash
Are you awake yet?
Nash
I hope you’re feeling better this morning.
A smile pulls on my lips at his lack of patience and double texts.
Riley
Definitely better today. Thanks for staying last night.
Nash
Whatever you need, I’m here.
Riley
Actually, I was wondering if we could maybe talk again, if you’re free anytime soon.
Nash
Does 6 or 7 tonight work for you?
Riley
Sure, that's fine. Are you planning on eating dinner before coming or should I make something?