Page 62 of Wicked Oath

“Yes,” I whisper.

“I am so proud of you,” he says. “Just try to stay relaxed.”

Chris lifts his hips and starts to fuck me. It feels like my soul was being sucked out of my body as I cling to him. The noises I am making are erotic and mixed perfectly with all the sounds that we are creating together. He goes harder with every stroke into my body and soon he is fucking me so hard that I cannot breathe. This man is so goddamn big that I’m going to feel him for days and I don’t know if I can go on without ever wanting him to destroy me again. Soon, everything becomes unrelenting, and I am nothing more than a puddle as I lay on his chest. He moans deliciously in my ear as he pounds into me, but it’s not until he rolls me to my back and pushes my knees to my chest that I realize just how gentle he is being with me. When he slams back into my body, I see stars. He plays on that reaction and does it again and again. He has found something inside of me that has my body rigid and my eyes rolled back, but I’m silent as I move through intense orgasms. It feels like it’s going on forever, but I don’t ever want it to stop. How can something so fucking brutal feel so goddamn amazing? I can feel reality slipping away as the intensity chips away in my consciousness, and then he wraps his hands around my throat. It is a calculated move because a massive orgasm is building and he saw it before I felt it. When he squeezes my throat and cuts off my ability to breathe, everything builds to an unattainable peak. He grunts and growls as he fucksme hard and I’m starting to think that death by orgasm might be a possibility. When it finally breaks, it is going to be devastating.

Chris finally releases my throat as he starts to come, and it feels like someone detonated explosives in my mind, and body. When the orgasm stabs through me, an unhinged moan that sounds more like a scream comes out of me as my arousal floods from my body. He is still thrusting hard. The wet noises it creates sounds like it came straight from a porno. My consciousness starts to fade and I’m stuck lingering between reality and a sweet, blissful sleep. When he pulls out of me, I become so disconnected from reality that I can’t speak or move. Little bits of their conversation sneak through as they clean my body and the bed.

“I broke her,” Chris laughs. “Is she awake? I can’t tell.”

“Yeah. She’s just a bit disconnected. She can probably hear us, but that’s about it,” Jude says.

“So…” Adam says. “I think I fucked up because there’s no fucking way I’m going to be able to look at her and not want to fuck her now.”

“All I ask is that if you are with her, you are clean,” Talon says. “Also, she’s on birth control, but we are all fucking her raw. If she ends up pregnant, I very much expect everyone to be involved.”

“I would cut off my own leg to be able to get that woman pregnant,” Tony says matter-of-factly.

“We haven’t discussed if she wants kids,” Jude laughs.

“Yeah… I fucked up,” Chris says. “I was forcing myself to not let myself think about her. I was trying to convince myself that I didn’t feel the way I do, but I would be a fucking liar if I said any different. I want to do that and so much more to her.”

“Look,” Talon says with a sigh. “If there’s anything that I’m learning from the situation is that I trust you guys with her. I used to be so wrapped in my trauma that I refused to hear or see anything else outside of what I had convinced myself to be true. I was possessive of her to a fault and was very willing to control her entire life to keep her. I’m learning now that keeping her and letting her live are two totally different things. I know that she loves me. I know that she loves Jude. I also know that she has feelings for the three of you. I recognize it because she looks at you all the same way that she does Jude and me. It’s slow developing because she’s rejecting it so hard, but everything is different now. Now she knows what it would be like to be taken care of by the five of us.”

“Are you giving us permission to build a relationship with her?” Adam asks.

“I am. I don’t know where she stands on this, but I can make a good guess based on how easily she melted into you three,” Talon says.

I open my eyes and Jude is laying on the bed in front of me. He smiles at me when he sees I’m awake, but doesn’t alert the others behind me.

“I’m just worried I pushed her too far,” Chris says.

“He’s scared,” I mouth to Jude, making him smile.

“What?” Chris asks.

“Nothing. Sorry. I am sure she’s okay,” Jude says.

“She just has so much trauma… The way she begged me to stop was a bit heartbreaking,” he says.

“Scared,” I mouth, making Jude laugh again.

“What is your deal?!” Chris snaps.

“I’m sorry,” Jude chuckles. “She’s awake and being a brat. I was trying to keep her out of trouble.”

I laugh when I am rolled to my back and see Chris frowning at me. “What are you being a brat about?”

“I just said you were scared,” I smile. “I’m okay, Chris. I just didn’t expect those memories to come up. It was overwhelming, but you got me through it.”

“Did I hurt you?” he asks.

“You all hurt me,” I laugh. “But I’d do it again… honestly, I was a little sad that I might not ever get to experience all of you at once again. You all offer something that is… addicting. I don’t know how to split myself five ways, but I will if it means I get this again.”

“Honey, you don’t have to split yourself,” Jude says.

“You all live in different places,” I say.

“They’ve been here for four months,” Talon says. “They are practically moved in.”

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