I giggled as I panted. He had me in here trying to catch my breath. He chuckled as he reached for my hand and led me to the sofa. “You want anything to drink, Denishia?”
“What do you have?”
“Probably whatever you want. Name it, and I’ll see if I have it.”
I smiled slightly, then said, “Crown Black or Hennessy.”
He nodded repeatedly. “I’m more than sure I can honor that request. I stay stocked up on Henn, Crown, and vodka, even when I’m at my parents’ house.”
I gave him a soft smile as he walked away to fix my drink. He yelled from the kitchen, “Do you want it straight?”
“Yep. No ice.”
His eyebrows lifted slightly. Whenever I drank, it was to drown out my sorrows. I wanted to be numb for a little while. I didn’t get pissy drunk. I drank just enough to feel tipsy, where I could actually relax. It was rare that I got a hangover. I didn’t consume enough alcohol for that. He came back with a smallglass of what I assumed to be Crown, since he had the bottle with him. He set it on the coffee table and handed the glass to me.
He sat as I downed the glass. I could feel him staring at me as I placed the glass on the table. “I’m an experienced drinker, Ezekiel. Not to the point where I’m an alcoholic, but I can handle my liquor.”
He scooted closer to me and put his arm around me and said, “C’mere.”
I leaned into him and burst into tears. God, when was this going to stop? It was like being around Ezekiel brought out my true emotions. I could feel him kissing my head repeatedly and hear him saying, “It’s okay.”
I quickly sat up and tried to pull myself together. “I’m sorry.”
I leaned over and grabbed the bottle of Crown and poured another glass as he said, “You don’t have to apologize, Denishia. I just want to be here for you and whatever you need.”
I took a sip of the liquor and nodded, then leaned back into him. “I just feel like I’m lost. I know that things will get better as time goes by, but what do I do in the meantime? I miss that crazy woman so damn much.”
“I wish I had the answers, Denishia. I really do. The only thing I can say is feel what you’re going to feel.Allowyourself to feel it. Go through it. I’m going to be here every step of the way to love on you, cherish you, console you, and do whatever you need me to do.”
I swallowed the lump in my throat, set my glass on the table, then stared at him. It was like we were going through the same exact moment from earlier. He lowered his lips to mine, and I kissed him passionately, refusing to let him pull away. He deepened the kiss when he slid his tongue to mine, and I deepened the moment even more when I straddled him.
I didn’t knowwhat possessed her to slide her sexy ass astride my lap, but I was grateful. My dick had been begging to feel her insides for the past two weeks. From the first moment I saw her, I knew she was the one for me. However, I knew she was using me right now to make herself feel better. She could use me the fuck up. “Denishia, damn,” I said when we separated our kiss.
I slid my hands up and down her back as she rested her forehead on my shoulder. Finally, she said, “Ugh! I’m sorry.”
She tried to slide off my lap, but I held her in place. “Where you going, and what are you apologizing for?”
She wiggled away from me and slid to the couch. “I just took charge. I can be aggressive at times, but I didn’t consider how you felt about me being on you like this.”
I frowned and stared at her like she was crazy. “I been trying to get with you since I first met you. How youthinkI feel aboutthis moment? Shiiiid, I’m the happiest I’ve been since I’ve been in town. Get your ass back up here.”
She gave me a small smile then swung her leg across me again as my hands went to the small of her back. The way she was staring at me, it was like she was saying,“Fuck me, Zeke.”
I licked my lips and watched her eyes dip to my tongue. Leaning in, I kissed her neck and licked her earlobe as she moaned. I wanted to grab her ass so bad, but I didn’t want to assume that she wanted to go there. All doubt went out the window, though, when she rolled her hips against me slowly. My dick was already hard, but just that had him leaking. I slid my hands to her ass slowly and gripped it as I closed my eyes.
I couldn’t help but emit a moan as I imagined her hot shit coating my dick. Taking it to that point would be totally up to her. I didn’t want her to feel like I was taking advantage of her vulnerable state. I leaned back on the couch and stared at her as she subtly ground her hips on me. I literally wanted to allow my eyes to roll to the back of my head. Her gaze never wavered.
I was feeling rough as fuck and wanted to grab her ass by that piercing between her nostrils and stick my tongue and dick in the main three orifices of her body. Savage mode couldn’t be getting activated already, but she was taking me there. Finally, she asked, “What are you thinking, Ezekiel?”
“How hot your pussy is. What about you?”
“How I want to let you find out just how hot it can get.”
My eyebrows lifted slightly as she pulled her T-shirt over her head. I was stunned for a moment. I wanted to question her actions, but at the same time, I didn’t. I didn’t want her to overthink this moment, and questioning her could possibly cause her to do that. Plus, I wanted to feel just how hot her pussy could get too.
I licked my lips as I watched her reach behind herself to unfasten her bra. When the straps slid off her shoulders andit dropped between us, I sat up and lowered my mouth to her hard nipple. I loved her milk chocolate complexion, but these Hershey kisses she had for nipples were attractive as hell. She was going to have me overdosing on her tonight. There was no way I would be able to take her back to her hotel room tonight. Not after this.
She placed her hands on either side of my head, allowing her nails to slide along the back of it. A chill slithered up my spine, and I wanted to flip her onto this sofa and fuck the shit out of her. I knew I needed to take my time though. This woman was opening up to me in ways I thought would take weeks. She was saying that she trusted me with her heart, and I would do my absolute best not to let her down. I could only hope she didn’t regret this moment later.