“Sorry, Ace.” Gray smirked up at me as he stood. “Your next orgasm is going to be around my cock. I just wanted to make sure you were ready for me.”
TWENTY-NINE
As I stared down at Devyn, looking at me like she wanted to rip out my throat, I couldn’t believe my luck. Somehow, despite my countless mistakes and fuck ups along the way, Devyn Winters was inmybed, naked and practically begging for me to fuck her.
God, how many times had I dreamt of this moment, fucked my fist to images of her, flushed and wanton under me? While I’d hoped like hell we’d end up here, doubts always plagued me. I didn’t deserve Devyn, didn’t deserve a second chance with her. But I was selfish enough to take it anyway. She was here with me, and she was mine.
My wife. My love. My future.
“Gray,” Devyn snapped, wrapping her fingers in my hair and pulling.Hard. “If you don’t finish what you started, I’m going to take matters into my own hands.”
I pulled her hand up, pressing a soft kiss to her fingertips before bringing her arm above her head. “Another day, I’m going to hold you to that, wife. I want to watch you touch yourself, just like you watched me.” I nipped at her neck as I brought her other arm up. “Did you like that,Devyn? Did you like watching me fall apart, calling out your name?”
“Fuck…” she sighed as my teeth grazed her collarbone. “I loved every second of it.”
My hands ran along her soft thighs, relishing the way her body shivered under my touch. She was already so close to the edge, it wouldn’t take long for her to fall apart. Maybe it had been cruel to stop her from climaxing, but I meant what I said. I needed to be inside her, needed to feel her release. The thought was driving me mad. Nothing on heaven or Earth could have stopped me from sinking inside her, needing to ruin her just as she’d ruined me.
But as I removed my jeans and grabbed a condom from my nightstand, Devyn’s eyes met mine. “Can we...” Her gaze darted to the condom in my hand. “I have an IUD.”
My hands clenched, needing to keep my head together as I processed her words. I swallowed. “Are you asking me to take you bare, Devyn?”
“I was tested a couple of months ago, and I haven’t been with anyone else since.” She chewed on her bottom lip. “So if you want to...”
“Fuck yes, I want that.” I kissed her throat, working up her jaw as she squirmed underneath me. “I’ve been tested too, and it’s been a long time for me, so I’m good.”
“What’s a long time for you, superstar?” Devyn teased, reaching up so she could nip the skin on my neck. “A couple of weeks?”
“Five years.”
Devyn’s mouth fell open at my confession. Her eyes darted down to the tattoo on my chest, the brand I gladly wore for her. “Are you saying…”
“There’s been no one else since we got married, Ace.” I shook my head. “I tried when I thought this would neverwork out, but the idea of being with anyone else like that…” I shuddered. “It wasn’t worth it, not unless it was you.”
Devyn stared at me, her eyes filling with tears. “I’ve made so many mistakes,” she whispered, holding me a little tighter. “I’m so?—”
I cut off her words, pressing my thumb to her bottom lip. “Don’t you dare apologize for living your life, Devy. I didn’t tell you because I was trying to make you feel guilty. I was the one who tore us apart. I’d never judge you for how you chose to build yourself back up.”
She nodded, and I leaned her back, dusting my lips over her pale pink nipples. As I worked one with my mouth, I teased the other with my fingers. “But now that we’re together, Devyn, there’s no one else. You are mine, and I’m not sharing you.”
“No one else,” she repeated, a smile tugging at the corner of her lips. “I only want you, Gray. I want my husband.”
“Fuck,” I grunted, shifting in between her thighs. “You can’t say things like that right now, Devyn. I’m going to try to start slow, make sure I don’t hurt you. But if you keep saying that?—”
“Fuck me, Gray,” Devyn demanded. “I’m not going to break. Fuck your wife like you should have on our wedding night.”
With her simple words, I lifted her, depositing her into my lap. She shifted, sliding her drenched pussy over my length. “Fuck, baby, just like that. Gotta get inside you soon, or I’m going to come all over your pretty tits.”
“Maybe another night,” Devyn teased. “But you’ve made some promises, husband, and I want to see if you live up to them.”
I chuckled, loving the spark of challenge in her eyes.This was why no one else could ever compete with Devyn. She made me want to be the best version of myself, constantly pushing and encouraging me. Even when we were apart, she was the voice in the back of my head.
I gripped her hips and lifted her, letting her take her time sinking onto my length. Her hands rested on my shoulders, clutching when it started to be too much. I pulled her chest closer, taking one of her nipples into my mouth, teasing it with my teeth and tongue. As her head fell back, urging me closer, she finally took the rest of me, bottoming out with a little gasp.
I leaned back and brushed the hair out of her face, loving the lust and desire in her eyes. “You okay, Ace?”
“Yeah, fuck,” she moaned, lifting herself experimentally. “I’m just so…full.”
“Too much?”