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I set my phone down and sigh. I’ve always been a terrible liar, so I know Ella isn’t buying what I’m saying.

But I really need to keep that to myself. Telling anyone means it could somehow make it back to my dad, and I can’t have that.

My phone vibrates again, and I expect another text from Ella, but my stomach drops when I see the name.

It’s Cole.

Cole

Rory, I’m sorry if we went too far

But you’ve been ignoring me for days

I can’t take the thought of you not speaking to me

I feel like shit. I’m trying to get myself together as Cole is clearly falling apart while I do so.

I can’t keep ignoring him, especially when he leaves tomorrow for Josh’s bachelor party.

Rory

It’s just been a lot to process

I’m sorry for ignoring you

Cole

I should have stopped myself

Rory

I didn’t want you to, though

I wanted it just as much as you did

Can we just try to forget it happened?

Cole

If that’s what it takes to be friends, then sure

Rory

Thank you

Cole

You know I’d do anything for you, Starlight

I’m just happy you’re talking to me

Rory

I won’t ignore you again

I’ve missed you, Sparrow

Cole

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