However, I didn’t get far.
One second, I was running down the hallway, then the next, Jamie was letting out a roar as he tackled me to the ground, knocking the wind out of me and scraping my exposed skin all to hell.
“Get off me! Let me go!” I knew that my screams weren’t going to deter him, but I had to keep trying.
“Hold her the fuck down,” Jamie snapped as he turned me onto my back, and I felt his friends trying to hold down my arms and legs as Jamie covered my body, his hands grabbing at my clothing.
I screamed, tried to kick, tried to punch, and even bowed my body, trying to buck Jamie’s body weight off me. Though he was twice my size, I would not let that fact defeat me. These three motherfuckers would have to knock me unconscious before I’d stop fighting.
“Get off me! Get off me!” I screamed and screamed. I screamed so loud that I thought my voice might break.
Ignoring my struggles, Jamie’s breath was on my face. “Not until we fuck you bloody, bitch,” he moaned, turned on.
This wasn’t what I wanted.
This wasn’t what it felt like with Ramsey.
When Ramsey touched me violently, it turned me on, and Iwantedmore of him, more of his controlled anger and fury.
This was actual rape.
Jamie and his friends were actually trying to rape me.
I felt Jamie’s hands everywhere, and when I heard the fabric of my uniform top ripping, I knew that I didn’t have much time. I felt the cool air hitting my skin, and each boy started to get high off their progress.
“Fuck, look at those tits,” Roman groaned.
“Oh, yeah, sweetheart,” the other guy said. “You’re going to be the best fuck yet.”
I didn’t respond as Jamie straddled my stomach, then ordered, “Get rid of her panties!”
As soon as Roman let go of my feet, I started kicking and flailing, but it was no use. His hands ran up my legs, and the tears almost came when I felt him yank my panties down over my knees, then down my legs. I kicked at him, but he just laughed.
Then I watched in absolute horror as he sniffed my underwear, saying, “Shit, boys, you have got to get a whiff of this pussy.”
I kept screaming, and I kept fighting while Jamie was still struggling to hold me down. He let out a curse when I reached up, then socked him in the face. The boy-whose name I still didn’t know-let go of my arm, so that he could grab my breast, and that had been my opening.
“You bitch!” Jamie yelled, spittle flying everywhere.
“Stop it! Get off me! Stop!”
Jamie peered down at me. “We’re going to fuck you until there is nothing left to fuck, you nasty whore.”
I could feel the cool air hit my thighs, and that’s when the panic set in and took over. Someone was lifting my skirt and getting a full view of my body, and I couldn’t help but feel mortified, though this wasn’t my fault. One of my bra cups had been ripped down, and once again, the cool air alerted me to the fact that these maggots could see all the private parts of my body; the parts that had belonged to only me before this.
I wouldn’t cry, though.
I wouldn’t cry, and I wouldn’t stop fighting.
However, it turned out that I wasn’t going to have to.
Chapter 19
Ramsey~
Iknew Liam’s voice as well as I knew my own. In fact, I could make out Deke and Liam in the dark, even if I were blind, deaf, and dumb. That’s how I knew that it was Liam when the roars from the hallway hit my ears.
I didn’t think.