And didn’t.
He tried, but failed.
Everything went fairly well for the first few minutes. At least he wasn’t stepping on her feet. Then Jason realized their feet weren’t moving and they were staring at each other more than they were dancing. Gazing at each other with starry-eyed wonder.
He shifted his hand upward, wanting to lessen the feeling of intimacy, but his fingers inadvertently grazed the skin of her upper back.
Either he kissed her now or he’d regret it the rest of the night. Either he continued the pretense or confessed openly to how vulnerable she made him feel.
He brought her closer to him. He could feel her heartracing, echoing his own. Once he kissed her, he knew there’d be no stopping. Not this time.
He lowered his head ever so slightly and waited.
Charlotte sighed, closed her eyes and lifted her mouth enticingly to his. He suspected she was unconscious of what she was doing, what she was seeking.
Frankly, Jason didn’t care. He was so hungry for the taste of her, nothing mattered. His mouth found hers and he groaned. Charlotte did, too.
He hadn’t touched her in days, wanting to give her time, give himself time to define the boundaries of their relationship. It had been too long. He felt so needy he trembled.
The kiss was long, slow, deliberate.
Slowly, reluctantly dragging his mouth from hers, he created a small distance between them. Her eyes slowly fluttered open and met his.
“Jason?”
“I want you, Charlotte.” He couldn’t be any plainer than that. “I need you.”
Emotion flickered in her gaze. Was it fear? Pain? Jason found it impossible to tell.
“Do you want to stop?” His hands were in her hair. By the time she lifted her mouth from his, Jason was melting with a need so powerful it throbbed within him.
Charlotte sighed into the hollow of his throat. “Jason, will you be angry with me?”
He saw the emotions assailing her, but noted the dignified way in which she tilted her chin and the proud squaring of her shoulders.
“No, I won’t be angry.”
She relaxed. Visibly. “Didn’t you tell me you made dinner reservations for seven-thirty?”
“Yes.” He recognized her fear and tried to ignore his own disappointment.
Self-conscious now, Charlotte broke away, quietly adjusting her clothes, then retrieved her evening bag. It wasn’t until she looked up at him that he saw the anguish in her eyes.
He didn’t know what her ex-husband—he assumed it was her ex-husband—had done. Her gaze linked with his, regret and misery so evident it was all he could do not to reach for her again. To comfort, not to kiss. To offer her solace, not passion.
Now, more than ever, Jason was determined to discover how her ex-husband had hurt her so badly. Determined to help her recover and teach her how beautiful love could be.
* * *
Charlotte was shaken to her very core. The intensity of their kisses had grown fervent and passionate, near the point of no return. If she’d given him the least bit of encouragement, he would have carried her into the bedroom.
For one wild moment, she’d been tempted to let him. Then the haze of desire had faded enough for sanity to return.
She felt grateful that Jason had allowed her to regain her senses, had given her the option to stop or proceed. Not like Tom…
Charlotte was jarred by this latest exchange even more than the other times Jason had held her and kissed her.
He’d almost made her forget.