That’s been part of my problem since.
Wren: But I didn’t?
No. That’s my immediate answer, but I don’t want to say that. It hits me on a different level to think that night was bad for her. Not just the sex but what came after. It should have been perfect. She deserved perfect, and I wasn’t that for her.
Wren: Admittedly, I’m a little drunk, but I’m trying very hard not to hate every male I’ve ever encountered. I’m starting to think I’m better off with my BOB.
Me: BOB?
Wren: Battery Operated Boyfriend.
I laugh and finish off my beer. But a powerful wave of lust hits me as I picture her lying on her back with her thighs spread and her skin flushed as she fucks herself with a vibrator or a dildo to orgasm, and just like that, I’m fucking hard. Again. I should go home and go to sleep and put tonight behind me, and yet, I don’t know how to stop.
Me: Probably not a bad idea. Maybe you need to buy a new one.
Wren: Perhaps a few new ones.
Me: I’m sorry men have let you down.
I’m sorry I let you down.
Wren: Me too. But I’ll survive. I always do. Eventually, I’ll meet the right guy.
Me: Until then you have BOB.
Wren: And spicy books.
Me: Not porn?
Wren: Spicy books are way better than porn.
Me: I’ll take your word on it.
Wren: If I knew who you were, I’d send you some good ones to start with.
Me: But because you don’t, I can say that I could talk you into a better orgasm than reading your spicy books could.
Why did I write that? Why did I send it? I stare down at my hard dick and blame him. Furious, I shoot off the chair and hastily start to clean up the remains of my late-night dinner. My phone vibrates, and I try to resist. I try not to pick it up and read it. Even as my pulse jumps and my cock throbs at her potential responses.
Wren: Maybe. But not tonight.
I swallow. Hard. Does that mean she’d want me to do thatanother night?
Fuck!Stop!End this now before it gets even further out of control than it already is.
Wren: I may be a little drunk, but I’m still cautious.
Me: You should be cautious. I’m glad that you are.
Wren: And because I doubt your abilities, you should start with these.
My brow pinches until my screen lights up with pictures of paperbacks.
Wren: Did I know you through Waylen?
Me: I have no idea who Waylen is, but I already know I don’t like him. Which one do I start with?
Wren: You can’t go wrong with either, to be honest. These are two of my favorites. It depends on your tropes and kinks.