Page 51 of Beautiful Storm

Goddammit. I completely forgot I’d suggested that.“Right. Sorry. I wasn’t thinking. Thank you.”

How the hell can I go out now?How can I sit around and drink when my mind is spinning? I’m going to be a fucking dad.

“Luke?”

“Huh?” I snap out of my thoughts to realize Lainey asked me a question.

“Are you okay?” she asks, her expression tense.

“Never better.” I smile. “Why?”

“Because you spaced out.”

“Whoops, what can I say… I thought you were leaving.” I lift my hands in a what-are-you-gonna-do motion and smile again.

“Are you sure?”

“I’mfine. Did you want something?”

“I asked if you were bringing someone to the wedding.”

What? Why would she ask that?

Lainey and Thomas are getting married after the Super Bowl; why does she need to know now? Either way, I won’t be bringing anyone. I don’t do dates and—Actually,will I have a baby then?I don’t know the exact date, but with some quick mental math, I’m thinking it has to be close.

“Well?” Lainey asks when I still don’t answer, stuck in my head again.

“No date,” I rush out, forcing another smile.But there might be a baby. Hope that’s okay? Surprise, you’re going to be an auntie!

As we prepare for the regular season, our practices ramp up, meaning I barely see Amelia during the next week—other than once or twice in a director's capacity. But that doesn’t stop me from messaging her. Often. Assuming that’s what I’m supposed to do.

Luke: Is everything okay?

Amelia: Yes, why wouldn’t it be?

Luke: I don’t know, I’m just checking in

Amelia: You don’t need to do that. I’m fine

Luke: I’m not worried aboutyou

Amelia: Jackass

Despite her saying she doesn’t need me, I still can’t help myself, making my messages a daily occurrence.

Luke: Are you getting enough food? Enough rest?

Amelia: Excuse me?

Luke: I know you’re here. Your car is in the lot but Ineversee you. It’s not healthy to sit at a desk all day

Amelia: I’m fine.

Luke: …

Amelia: The baby is fine too

I laugh, but as I read the word “baby,” a new energy settles inside me. One I can’t really explain because I haven’t felt it before, but the urge to tell Amelia about it is strong. Of course, I don’t.

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