I could barely breathe.

I could barely tell where she ended and I began.

Leaving her that first time nearly destroyed me. I knew I didn’t have it in me to ever leave her again, but I just didn’t know how our lives fit together.

“Stop thinking, James.” She kissed me and patted my chest.

I kissed her, my heart melting at the small smile that curved her lips. “You are amazing, Jess.”

I slid off the bed to go to the bathroom to dispose of the condom. I snagged a washcloth from the shelf on the wall and wet it before heading back to our bedroom. Jess deserved to have me take care of her. She mumbled a sleepy retort as the bed shook under my weight. With gentle hands, I carefully wiped between her legs before taking care of myself.

Jess grabbed the cloth from my hand and tossed it in the corner of the room, right into the hamper. “Now come back to bed, Alden. I miss your arms wrapped around me.”

The soft glow of the lamp illuminated her perfect curves, her soft, sexy body. I kissed her shoulder as she snuggled in close. “You’re so beautiful.”

I ran my fingers down her arm as she drifted off to sleep.

This woman had ruined me for anyone else. She was the one I never stopped longing for and the one my heart beat for. I held her close, wanting to stay here, in this moment forever.

***

IOPENED MY EYES TOfind a half-asleep Jess sprawled out on top of me. Low moans came from her throat and her hips circled to rub herself against me.

My cock was already hard, but hearing her breathy moans, I shuddered with the need that filled me. I already knew I’d never get enough of her. I lifted her off of me and onto her side.

She whined in protest, starting to fully wake up, and reached for me.

With a free hand I grabbed another condom and slipped it on before pulling her back to my chest and curving my body around hers. In seconds, her leg was up and over mine. Her small, soft hands reached behind and grabbed my cock to slip me into her hot, slick, entrance.

We both groaned.

“James,” she whimpered as I gripped her hips tighter, holding her in place as I fucked her from behind. My strokes long and slow.

“Being inside of you is fucking heaven,” I murmured into the nape of her neck. My lips kissed the same spot, as my hand dropped between her legs to roll her clit between my fingers.

Jess pressed her cheek against my chest. Her breathing changing to erratic pants, letting me know she was close to coming already. Then she pushed back into me, her leg tightening around mine as her back arched.

“Yes, baby. That’s it. Let go for me.” I growled into her ear.

She cried out her release as she bucked and shuddered around me.

“That’s my good girl,” I whispered.

She rocked back into me, riding the aftershocks of her orgasm, and squeezing my cock tight.

My dick swelled, my pace sped up, and my body shook, rolling over me, consuming me. We rocked together as we rode out our release. I was lost in the moment, in her, and how good it felt to just be with her.

Eventually, I got up to dispose of the condom and wiped her clean again before I climbed back into bed and wrapped my arms around her. She yawned and snuggled close before drifting back to sleep. Soon my eyes grew heavy, and I was falling asleep too.

Content for the first time in a long time.