Oh, I know.
He tongues at my clit as his fingers sink deeper and he pets some spot inside me that has my legs shaking like they can’t hold me up. Faster and harder he works me with his teeth, tongue and mouth until I shudder and scream his name.
“Jude! Oh god, yes, yes!”
My whole body contracts in on itself and then explodes like a supernova blasting itself out of orbit, shaking so hard that I slip in the tub. He catches me up close and holds me tight as he whispers words I can’t hear in my ear over my pounding heart.
When I finally come down, panting for breath, I can barely stand. But he’s pushed up against me and he’s lifting me up against the wall, bracing both of us. His one hand reaches down and he lines his thick length up with my slippery slit and then he pushes in hard and fast, his teeth clenched and his whole body shaking against me.
JUDE
Hot and wet and so damn tight that it feels like she’s strangling my dick.
Her whole body has gone so rigidly still that I freeze. I look up and my whole soul almost shrivels up at the pain in her eyes. “Red? Are you alright? What’s wrong?”
She shakes her head and whimpers. “Nothing. Just…give me a minute. I just need a minute.”
“What’s wrong, dammit!”
Her head comes up and she glares at me. “Don’t yell at me!”
I rein in the fear coiling in my belly. “Okay. Just tell me what’s wrong?” I say it calmly even though it feels like I’m about to jump out of my skin. I can feel her tight, slick tunnel around me and I want to move,needto move but I can’t until I find out what’s wrong with her.
“I-I didn’t know how much that might…sting,” she whispers. “You’re kinda big.”
I choke on a laugh. “I’m a big guy, Red. All over.”
She huffs. “Yeah.”
“So you’ve never had sex with a bigger guy?”
“I’ve never had sex at all.”
My whole body goes rigid and I stare down at her as she avoids my eyes. “What does that mean?” I say carefully. I feel like I might have a stroke. She can’t be saying what I think she’s saying.
“I never had sex, Jude. I was a virgin.” She rolls her eyes and I want to paddle her sassy little ass for that and so much more.
“Why the hell didn’t you tell me that? I would have taken it slower. Been more gentle. Something,” I snap.
“You would have done nothing. You would have run out of here like your ass was on fire, Jude. You would want it to mean more than it does.”
“I think it means a helluva lot,” I growl and start to lower her back to the tub and pull out.
“Don’t you dare,” she hisses, her blue eyes flashing fire. “Don’t you dare act like I’m somehow lacking and you can’t touch me just because I didn’t have sex before. It’s not like I had a lot of opportunity. I’ve been working on my career.”
Nodding my head, I fight the urge to drop her lightly to her feet and bolt. She’s not wrong about that.
“Why me?” I almost don’t want to know the answer.
“I trust you. You’re my brother’s best friend. You also know your way around women so you should be able to make it good.”
I huff out an angry breath. “Those aren’t good reasons.”
“They’re no worse than any other reasons to have sex. Now do you think you could actually make this good or…”
My pride huffs and I growl, snatching her up and slamming her back into the wall. “You want this, Red? You want me to fuck you so hard that you can’t stand for a week? Fine.”
I slide my dick out almost all the way until only my head is still in her sweet, tight heat and then I slam back in. In and out and harder, faster.