Because I wasn’t as sane and normal as I pretended to be.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and raised my eyebrow, giving him one last chance. “Are you sure this is what you want?”
His answering smile was everything I could possibly want and more.
CHAPTER 41
Soren
Those big blueeyes were all I could see. She was my whole world and I didn’t understand it, but I didn’t have to. I just needed to make her happy. I needed to make her feel as good as she made me feel or I might really lose my mind.
For the first time since all this started, Frankie stared down at me like she didn’t know what to say or do, her scent still tinged with a hint of fear, but it was easing with every breath she took.
I kept my pheromones as reassuring and comforting as possible while I nuzzled her neck, purring like an idiot just because she was here, in my arms, smelling likeme.
But it wasn’t enough.
She needed to be drenched in my scent, inside and out. I wanted it oozing from her pores and altering that delicious citrus lavender that was so light I could barely sense it.
If I had my nose right against her skin, that scent would fill my head and my lungs, but I had to be in her throat or between her legs. It was too subtle otherwise and it was driving me crazy.
No matter what I did, there was still this fucking wall between us.
She didn’t want me to kiss her. Fine. It had hurt more than I’d expected it to when she rejected me, turning her head away like she found my intimacy disgusting. I could deal with that since this was still so new, but the way she refused to come wasinfuriating.
It was such a bratty thing to do and I didn’t understandwhy.
Why didn’t she want to?
Or was I just that bad at this?
Frankie held my gaze as I lifted her up, watching me just as closely as I watched her.
I needed to be inside her again. Only then would I feel whole.
Ripping her underwear from her body made her flinch, but it didn’t hurt her. I made sure of it. Then I pressed my tip to her entrance, clenching my jaw so I didn’t shove her down and rut into her like an animal.
I wanted to do this slow. I wanted to show her she could trust me enough to relax and let go. She had a lot of trust issues but she wanted this or she would have left when I told her to.
Her pussy twitched against me and I bit my tongue hard enough blood gushed into my mouth.
The pain helped me ignore the ache in my gums and the constant urge to sink my teeth into her. I wanted my mark on her flesh, but my scent would have to do for now.
She didn’t slide down as slowly as she had the first time, but it was still brutal.
Apparently it didn’t matter how many times she’s made me come for her, I was still rock hard and ready to burst with the slightest movement.
“Hah, you’re still so tight.” It felt like she was going to break my dick off. “Is it too much?”
Frankie didn’t say anything, but she shook her head.
I’d think I was hurting her but her lips parted when she finally reached my knot and the little breath she let out had me ready toruinher.
But I didn’t want it to be over already. I wanted to drag this out for as long as possible.
Maybe if I got her to feel as good as she made me feel, she’d want to do this again…maybe then she’d think of me as more than someone she needed to take care of.
Frankie tried to take control again, raising herself up and then down. I let her think she had the upper hand as I watched her, sliding my hands up her body so I could rub my thumbs over her nipples.