His breathing was harsh and came in quick pants like it was taking everything he had to hold back, but Soren went completely still and nodded.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, trying my fucking best to ignore just how wet I was and how badly I was throbbing. “Are you going to let me help you or not?”
When he didn’t say anything, I opened my eyes to see his pupils were blown and his face was a total mess. He was glistening with my arousal, but he wasn’t trying to fight me despite being on his back.
There was something I needed to know before he dragged me into the madness I could see swimming in his eyes.
“You said the other day that you’ve never done anything like this before,” I reminded him. “What does that mean exactly?”
“I’ve never done anything with anyone other than you,” Soren managed, his head turning so he could press his nose against my wrist.
I gritted my teeth against the sensation of him pressing his hips up against me, his hard bulge right against my throbbing center. I didn’t want to believe Soren was a virgin because it made no fucking sense. Not when he’d just eaten me out like he knewexactlywhat he was doing.
This guy was almost twenty-five so how was that even possible? What the fuck had he done every other time he had a rut? Suffered?
Well, it didn’t really matter. He needed to get off so his pheromone levels would drop and it didn’t seem like he was trying to do it himself before I’d gotten here. He was just sitting in the dark, waiting for it to be over.
I stroked his hair back to soothe him and then pressed my forehead against his. “Did you come at all before I got here?”
He was breathing hard and sweat dripped down his forehead and neck from the fever but he didn’t try to force me to do anything. Soren stared into my eyes and shook his head.
I didn’t understand how he could be like this when he was deep in his rut.
An alpha’s rut was different from an omega’s heat in the sense that it wasn’t just a need to breed. It was a need for domination.
If we couldn’t fuck we needed to fight because our bodies were pushing us to breed an omega and if we didn’t, our pheromones punished us with the kind of pain that would make you doanythingto ease it.
I honestly didn’t know how Soren was still rational enough to answer my questions. He was on his back, letting me take the lead, and I wasn’t sure what to think about that.
I knew alphas had relationships with other alphas, but that didn’t mean I understood how it worked on an instinctual level. I didn’t know how our pheromones were supposed to affect each other either.
An omega’s pheromones during a rut could ease it faster than getting off on your own, but I’ve never been with an omega during mine. I only ever had beta partners because their pheromones didn’t affect me the same way an alpha’s or an omega’s did.
If I could keep control of mine and not overwhelm him, I was pretty sure he’d be fine as long as he came a few times.
Plus, I really wanted to see what he looked like when he lost his mind in pleasure.
“Let me help you,” I murmured as I held his gaze. “Let me ease the pain first.”
I reached down to palm him and the heat of his dick was scorching. It strained against his pants so badly I thought he might burst the second I reached inside.
“Does it hurt a lot?”
“It’s fine,” he managed, but his hips betrayed him. He rutted against my hand, but it wasn’t enough to do anything more than make the pain worse.
Moving back to give myself some room, I pulled his sweats with me and his dick sprang free.
Every time I saw an alpha’s dick, it shocked me. They were just so fucking big, but Soren’s? It was absolutely massive and the knot at the base was already swelling.
That’s not what had my jaw dropping though.
Soren had a secondary knot.
Even with only one red eye, he had a legacy alpha’s secondary knot which meant I had to beverycareful, or his pheromones would try to dominate me and I wouldn’t be able to make it out of this unscathed.
A regular alpha’s pheromones didn’t bother me, but certain legacy alphas…
I jumped when he tried to grab my thighs and I gave him a warning look. “Just relax. I’m going to take the edge off.”