Page 21 of The Omega Trials: Part One

My cock shamefully thickens at the memory, and I force my thoughts away, returning to the photograph. Latching onto the distraction, I cycle through my memories from that time.

Even after exile, the Ceruleans stayed tightly knit, entire lineages remaining together. Our generation was no different.

Growing up, we lived in a four-story walk-up nestled between storefronts. Titus, Ecker, and I each lived with our parents in different apartments, but it felt like living in one big house. Our building sat on the perimeter of a pedestrian-only square with a large fountain in the middle. We used to pretend it wasa courtyard to our castle, running circles, playing with wood swords, and wreaking general havoc among shoppers.

All day, people would stop at the fountain and make a wish, throwing in a penny. The bottom was so covered it looked like copper fish scales. As a child, I never understood why people wished on something of so little value.A penny, really?

My father was the worst kind of alpha, blaming the way he abused my mother on a rut rather than the truth: that he was a deadbeat son of a bitch. On particularly bad nights, like when he smashed beer bottles and forced my mother over the dining table, she would beg me to go to Titus’s or Ecker’s apartments.

I hated leaving her, but when I did, I never left without one of my Hot Wheels. I always made one stop before going to one of their places.

It was usually late enough that not many people were in the square, maybe a couple or two enjoying a cone from the gelato shop. Sometimes, I left in such a hurry, I’d forget my shoes, treading over the cobblestone to the fountain barefoot.

I wasn’t big enough or strong enough to go up against my father, but I had this fountain.

When it felt like the only thing I could do to help her, I sure as hell wasn’t going to wish on apenny.Instead, I’d squeeze my eyes closed with my most valuable item clutched tightly in my hand. Even now, I can imagine the feel of the metal edges in my fist.

I’d wish for my dad to stop hurting my mom again and again in my head before turning around and throwing the toy car over my shoulder. I’d listen for the heavy plink of water, then spin around to see where in the fountain it landed.

Years and dozens of cars later, at my fifteenth birthday party, the police stormed our apartment in full SWAT gear to take our parents away. Someone had tipped them off that noble-bloodedalphas and an omega were living unsuppressed—my father, Titus’s father, and Ecker’s mother.

Later that night, my brothers and I sat among littered party streamers torn down by the police, eating my uncut birthday cake with plastic forks. I remember feeling terribly guilty because while Ecker and Titus were devastated and lost, all I could think was that my wish upon a Hot Wheel had finally come true.

I fall asleep at some point during my reminiscing, my memories morphing with my dreams.

I’m standing outside, barefoot. The fountain from my childhood is behind me. I listen to the familiar plink of the water, comforted by the wave of optimism and hope it gives me. I look up at our building, counting the street-facing windows until I reach our unit. The light inside is warm and homey. It feels offensively incongruous with what I know is happening in there.

My heart leaps into my throat when a woman’s body is thrown up against the window. Her breasts under a white T-shirt flatten on the glass. Ugly shame makes me want to avert my eyes. That’s mymother.

I can’t help but torture myself, daring a glance at what I know will be her tear-streaked face. I don’t know why I do it. Maybe penance for leaving her, not being able to protect her.

My mouth falls open when I see the person looking down on me. Silver-blonde hair and aqua eyes.

My—our—omega gazes bleakly out the window at the night sky as she’s pressed up against the glass over and over by the force of the man taking her from behind. It’s hard to tear my gaze away from her face of defeat to my father’s.

When I do, the shock is so physical, I stumble. The backs of my knees hit the fountain edge, and I lose my balance. I fall back in slow motion, haunted by the face in the window.

I wake up the moment I hit the cold water.

My heart races in the silent bedroom. In the quiet, sleepy space, the rapid pace feels as out of place in my chest as the cozy, warm light in my childhood window. Cold sweat makes me feel like I really did fall into the fountain.

I lay my hand over my heart just to make sure it doesn’t beat out of my chest. I don’t need a photograph to see the face of the man in the window. I only need a mirror.

It hits me so violently, I just barely fling my torso off the edge of my bed before vomiting. My chest is so tight, this sick feeling deep in my bones. I can’t breathe as I continue to heave.

The monster in the window with our omega wasn’t my father.

It was me.

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Ecker

The next morning, Titus knocks on her bedroom door for the third time. His knuckles rap on the cracked and faded paint coloring the blooming delphinium etched into the wood, not unlike the flower etched into her—Sinclair’s—chest. There were similar carvings of bear heads on our bedroom doors with lackluster, gilded paint that flakes away each time the door opens and closes.

I’d bet my left nut the doors in the other families’ wings are polished and gleaming. Apparently, no one felt it necessary, after years of neglect, to give ours a little extra attention before we arrived.

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