I remember closing the door to the balcony beforegoing to sleep. Now, the curtain is blowing in the light breeze.
Sitting up, I rub my eyes and expel a razor-sharpbreath. It requires strength to leave the bed and even to shower.
Afterward, I rifle in the closet, when really allI want is to put on pajamas and crawl back under the sheets. But I need thatphone to let Jazmine know I’m alive. I’m sure she’s beyond worried.
I haul on a floral dress, forgoing a bra. The darkfabric is light enough for the warm weather.
Brushing my curls into a bun, I step into theslippers at the dresser, take another moment to draw for courage, then leavethe room.
I mosey down the bright hallway until reaching themain entry, and from there follow the scent of coffee to a massive traditional-stylekitchen with a rustic appeal.
Paoletta’sstandingat the stove, stirring a pot.
Mrs. Martelli and Francesca pause their chatterand look at me in the tall archway.
“Good morning,” I greet with an awkward wave.
“Buongiorno,” Paoletta andMrs. Martellirespond.
“Morning, Solari,” Francesca says before sippingher coffee, silvery eyes watching me over the mug.
“Caffècon pane?”Paolettaoffers from the counter.
I pick at my dress while repeating the words in myhead. “Did you ask if I want coffee and bread?”
“Yes,” Mrs. Martelli perks up as if impressed.“She did. The loaf is still hot. It’s delicious with jam.”
“Oh, that sounds good.” I smile at the older lady.“Thank you.”
The cook bobs. “You learned our language?”
“A little,” I reply, animating with my hand. “I’vebeen meaning to learn more but kept putting it off.”
Mrs. Martelli tapers her gaze, studying me. “Comesit, Solari.”
Not a second after lowering into the chair, I ask,“Where’s Domenico?”
Francesca raises her flawless brows, curiosityblooming in her appearance.
“He said I could call my friend,” I explain.
Mrs. Martelli hums, eyes dropping to the platebefore her. “He’s clearing his head.”
“Clearing his head?” I repeat.
Francesca explains amid picking at her biscotti.“Sometimes, when he goes out with Father, it takes him a bit to get out of thatmindset.”
“Oh.” I let her words seep in, noting how theyrefer to Mr. Martelli asfatherand notdad, like me.
Dad…
No. I won’t do it.
I refuse to cry in front of Mrs. Martelli andFrancesca. I don’t need their pity.
I compose myself asPaolettasets a plate and mug before me.
“Grazie,” I tell her.