Page 26 of Only Forever

My head thrashed back and forth on the pillow, my hands gripping the bedsheets, as if I was about to fall.

“Jason, that feels too good,” I whimpered. “I feel like I’m going to explode.”

“Not yet, Daphne,” he said against me, and I shuddered at the sensation. “I need more of you.”

My back arched when he took my swollen nub into his mouth, sucking hard as his tongue continued to lave against it again and again. I could feel the tension building in me, and it was almost scary how intense it felt. My toes were clenched against the bed, my legs shaking as he continued the onslaught of his mouth and tongue against me.

“Jason,” I cried, feeling myself on the edge. “I think I’m about to come.”

“Let yourself go, baby,” Jason growled, his voice muffled against me. “Come for me.”

His words opened the floodgates and I keened loudly, my body arching like a bow as waves of sensation rolled through me. His hands kept my lower body pinned to the bed, his mouth never leaving me as I experienced intense sensation after sensation. I couldn’t believe how forceful my orgasm was. Jason had brought me to orgasm before with just his fingers, and it had felt amazing, but his mouth had taken me to another dimension.

When the last spasm left me, my body was limp on the bed, sweaty and weak. Jason’s eyes were dazzling blue when he moved up over me, his grin showing deep satisfaction.

I was again aware of how naked I was compared to him. I reached down to undo his pants, and he let me, his eyesglittering as he watched me pull his pants and underwear down, using my legs to help me. He made a sharp sound when I stroked his hard length, his jaw clenching.

“Not too much,” he said, sounding amused yet strained. “I want this to last.”

“But I want to taste you, too,” I said softly, not caring if I sounded shameless in my desire. I wanted to taste and feel every inch of Jason. The weakness in my body after my orgasm was dissipating, and my need to explore him was growing.

Jason took in a deep, steadying breath when he heard my words, but he shook his head. “Not yet. Later.” He smiled through his strained expression. “Trust me. I’ll take you up on the offer later. But I need to be inside you first.”

Jason made quick work of grabbing a condom and putting it on. I drew in my breath as I felt the head of his erection pushing against my opening.

“I’m going to take this slow,” Jason said between gritted teeth. His arms holding above me were tense and I could feel how much he was holding himself back. “Tell me right away if it starts to hurt or you want me to stop.”

“I will,” I breathed, forcing myself to relax my body. All of a sudden, I felt nervous. Jason slowly inched forward, and I could tell it was going to be a tight fit. Just the tip of his rigid length was starting to stretch me. Sweat was running down Jason’s body as he tightly controlled his movements, trying to go slow. A wave of tenderness washed over me. He had waited for me. I had assumed that he had been with other girls before, because how could someone so handsome and amazing not have had sex before? But he had waited for me, wanting me to be his first, and now he was doing everything in his power to make this enjoyable for me.

I suddenly ached for him to be inside me. I wanted him to be a part of me in every way possible. A part of me even wantedto rip the condom off and have him bare inside me, filling me, but I knew that was crazy talk. We were in no way ready for the consequences that could reap. But I told myself, maybe in the future?

Jason was still moving slowly, and I couldn’t take it anymore. I needed all of him inside of me. I raised my hips up quickly and with force, and I gasped when he was suddenly buried inside me to the hilt, stretching me to the brim.

“Shit, Daphne,” Jason said, breathing in sharply. “That’s not taking it slow.” His expression grew concerned. “Are you okay? Does it hurt?”

I shook my head. “No. I needed you inside of me. I can’t wait anymore.” I raised my hands, gripping his arms. “Make love to me, Jason.”

Jason made a growling sound, and his self-control broke. He proceeded to do exactly what I asked him to. His breaths were sharp as he thrust into me again and again, and I welcomed the invasion, my hips lifting to meet each deep plunge.

The meeting of our bodies felt beyond just the physical. Our gazes were locked into each other’s, and I could feel all of his love and desire pouring from his eyes. I wanted to weep with how amazing and beautiful this was. How had I gotten so lucky with Jason?

The tension was building again inside me, and I knew I was on the brink. When Jason reached down to stroke me, the dam burst and I keened loudly, my body jerking from each glorious spasm. The orgasm before had been intense and fierce, but this one shattered me. I felt connected to him so deeply, and when Jason shouted and then jerked inside of me, I felt as if we were joined into one. My love for him felt so deep and intense that it almost scared me.

Jason collapsed next to me after we were done, throwing the condom into the wastebasket next to the bed. He lookedexhausted and his eyes were closed, but he reached out one arm to pull me close. I cuddled in the crook of his neck with a sigh of contentment. We were both sweaty as our labored breaths slowed down. I hugged him close, feeling grateful and utterly happy to be with him.

“Are you okay?” Jason asked, opening his eyes and looking down at me. “I didn’t hurt you, did I?”

I shook my head. “No, it was amazing.” I reached up to graze his cheek with my fingertips, feeling like my heart was going to explode with the love I felt for him. “I love you.”

Jason smiled gently. “I love you too, Daphne. Always and forever.”

As my sweat dissipated, it began to feel cooler. Jason drew the bedcover over us, and we drifted into an exhausted sleep. When we woke up an hour later, our desire had returned, and we satiated ourselves again and again. I made good of my earlier promise to explore him with my mouth and reveled in the taste of him. We gave our bodies to each other, and it felt as though we were pledging our souls to each other as well. Jason made me cry out in pleasure again and again, while my heart gave itself to him, promising to always love and cherish him.

Chapter Twelve

Morning came too soon, and I was exhausted since we had barely slept. Throughout the night, we would sleep for a bit until one of us woke up, and awakened the other with our hands and mouth. It had been a magical and soul-satisfying night, but now I was waking up with aches in muscles I didn’t even know existed.

“I feel like my body has gone through the wringer,” I groaned, as I propped myself up on the bed.

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