I feel Mikhail’s eyes on me.
“You’re doing it wrong,” I murmur. My voice is quieter than I mean for it to be.
There’s a pause, and when he speaks, his tone is almost amused. “Oh?”
I nod, keeping my focus on the kitten. “You have to be gentle, but firm. If it thinks you’re unsure, it won’t trust you.”
Mikhail is silent, but I can feel him thinking, watching me.
I continue stroking the kitten’s head, whispering soft reassurances.
Slowly, its trembling subsides, its tiny body warming against me. I don’t know why, but something in my chest eases. It’s the first time since I was taken that I’ve held something fragile. The first time I’ve felt something other than fear, anger, or exhaustion.
The thought rises before I can stop it, slipping from my lips before I even consider what I’m asking.
“Can I keep it?”
I expect resistance.
Expect him to say no, to remind me that nothing in my life belongs to me anymore.
Instead, Mikhail exhales, running a hand through his short hair. “Take care of it,” he says simply, before turning and walking away.
I stare after him.
That’s it? No condition, no threats, no mocking remark?
I hold the kitten closer, pressing my lips together. It shouldn’t matter, but it does. Maybe because, for the first time, I was given something rather than having something taken from me. Despite everything, I feel less alone with this small creature in my arms.
A moment passes, the air settling around me again.
Then I feel a sharp, prickling sensation crawling up my spine.
The unmistakable feeling of being watched.
I freeze. A chill spreads through my body, my grip tightening on the kitten as my pulse kicks up. Slowly, I glance toward the far edge of the estate.
A man stands there. He’s wearing dark clothing. He holds a casual stance, but too still, too deliberate to be anything but purposeful.
My stomach drops. I know him.
Not by name, but by face; he works for my father. He’s one of James Spade’s men.
A rush of adrenaline surges through me. Did they send him? Are they watching me, planning something?
I open my mouth, but before I can speak, he’s gone. Vanished, slipping into the trees as if he was never there.
I stand frozen, my breath shallow, my pulse thundering in my ears. The man is gone, but the fear remains, sinking into my bones like ice. I grip the kitten a little tighter, needing something, anything, to ground me.
I should keep quiet, should pretend I saw nothing.
Unfortunately, Mikhail is already watching me, his expression shifting from mild disinterest to something far more focused.
I feel it—the shift in the air, the way his dark eyes narrow, the way he subtly straightens as if preparing for a fight.
“What is it?” His voice is sharp, cutting through my panic like a blade.
I shake my head instinctively, but the movement is small, uncertain.