Page 10 of Gambler's Fallacy

Feeding the cats. Right. Other important things that I’d forgotten to do, things that I should be punished for not doing.

Instead, they’re going to let me comfort myself by gagging on Havoc’s cock, and I can’t help the gratitude I feel over that.

I nod again, and I let Havoc help me up. Vortex stays close behind us as we go to Caleb’s bedroom, and I’m grateful for that, too.

“If you don’t want to do this, say so,” Havoc mutters. “We can cuddle on the couch, regardless of what Caleb said.”

I grip Havoc’s hand, and I finally manage to speak again. “I want you to choke me on your cock,” I say with as much determination as I can manage. I’m still scared he’s going to reject me, that he’s going to deny me, but I glance up at him in time to see the way the words spark something heated in his eyes.

“Yeah, okay,” Havoc says, swallowing hard. He pulls me onto the bed, and he has to let go of me to undo his belt.

Vortex stays nearby, and he clears his throat. “I can go…” he begins, but I shake my head.

“Please,” I say. I would say more, but I’ve already said so much,too much, and it’s all I can do to get that single word out.

“Okay,” Vortex says. He takes my chin into his hand and urges me up to my knees so he can kiss me. “I’ll be right here.” He glances at Havoc, then looks back at me. “C’mon. Let’s get you out of these clothes.”

I let him help me out of my shirt, and Vortex quickly discards it before pulling off my pants.

Cold air hits me, and I freeze for a moment as the entirety of my body is bared to them. It isn’t like they haven’t seen it all before, but it’s still new, and they might change their minds. They might see me as bad, see the scars and marks as evidence that I can’t do anything right.

But Vortex only kisses me again before gently nudging me toward Havoc.

Havoc has pulled his cock out and is stroking it, bringing it to full hardness.

I make a sound and crawl toward him. I want to remove his hand from around his cock, but I don’t dare.

Havoc stops his movements and smiles down at me. “Hey, Seven. You look amazing.”

I can’t possibly look amazing. I’m only just calming down, and I know my expression has to be wild and wanting. But I take the words as truth because it’s all I can do right now.

I don’t quite manage a smile in response, but I nod in acknowledgment of his words — only to wonder if that wasn’t enough. Maybe he wants more. Maybe he’s going to get angry at me?—

But he doesn’t. Instead, he brings the head of his cock up to my lips.

“Is this what you want?” he asks me.

I nod. “Please,” I whisper hoarsely.

Havoc lets go of his cock and brushes his knuckles against my cheek. “Go ahead, Seven. Take what you want.”

I nuzzle against his crotch, burying my nose briefly in the wiry hair there, but then I lean up until I can take him into my mouth. A little at first, then a little more, then I’m greedily taking him down as fast as I can manage. Havoc moans and lifts his hips in response, driving deeper into me.

I hear footsteps, then the door closing.

“Nice,” Caleb says, making me flush in pleasure. “Vortex, do you want to stretch Seven’s hole?”

“Yeah,” Vortex says, and his voice is rough, too. With pleasure, with need, with something — I don’t even know what, but I don’t care. He’s already grabbed the lube, and the bed sinks behind me as he kneels there. He starts with one thick finger right as Havoc’s cock pushes into my throat, and I end up gagging because it catches me off guard.

Caleb sits down on the edge of the bed, close enough that I can see him. “This is what you need, isn’t it, pet? To choke on cock and be reminded why you’re here.”

Havoc’s fingers tighten in my long black hair, tugging enough to give me little pinpricks of pain.

I would nod if I could, but all I can do is whimper as Vortex slidesanother finger into me with the first. He’s going too slowly, too gently, and I wish I could tell him to speed up. To fill me. To fuck me.

Caleb reaches out to squeeze my shoulder. “Vortex is going to get you nice and loose for me, pet. I’m going to fuck you hard. You can come whenever you want, but Iwillfill you while you’re choking on cock. And if Havoc comes too fast, we can always switch you over to Vortex.”

Havoc lets out a shaky laugh. “Fuck off. I’m going to last.”

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