"Oh for fuck's sake." She rumbled, causing me to open my eyes. I was unable to stop the smirk forming on my lips at her annoyed expression.
"Alright, here's an idea. Remember the other day when I massaged your back?" She looked almost defeated when she nodded, and I realized that I would enjoy this way too much. "Why don't you sit behind me, massage my neck, and we try this again."
"This better not be some kind of ploy," she harrumphed, but moved to crawl over the bed. By all the nebulas, watching her crawl on all fours over my bed made my cock so hard, it hurt. My ballspulsed. I didn't think they had ever done that before. This was a bad idea.But so worth it.
I leaned forward and she crawled in behind me, spreading her legs and by all the starshowers, having her hot core press against my ass was like reaching the pinnacle of existence. Or at least I thought so before her gentle fingers began massaging my neck. Frygg, she might as well had had her hands on my cock, it took an extraordinary amount of willpower to stop me from coming right then in my pants.
"Okay, happy now?"
She has no idea…"Getting there."
Her voice lowered again, and because I had a feeling I could only push her buttons so far before she would erupt like a volcano, I tried my best to cooperate. I leaned back into her and closed my eyes.
"Good, now, I want you to…"please don't say safe place. Please don't say safe place, "imagine a place where you feel the most comfortable."
That was easy enough, right here, right now.
"I want you to breathe evenly, like if you were about to go to sleep. Good. At any time you feel uncomfortable, lift your hand, and I'll stop. If your head starts hurting, try to get back in your mind to that place of comfort you're imagining."
Since I was still there, that wouldn't be a problem at all. I deepened my breathing and relaxed my body just like she instructed, just as if I were lying down to go to sleep.
"I want you to take it easy now. I want you to find the very first memory that comes to your mind of yourself, without any pain."
"Hmm," that wasn't hard. "I'm at a tavern, about to terminate my first assignment."
"Who is it?"
"A Toltexian who blew up an entire spacecruiseship because a competitor paid him to. I can feel his evilness from the other side of the room."
I could even see myself walking through the tavern toward him. I was just about to tell her how the pathetic excuse of a lifeform tried to stand up at my approach, how good it had felt to see the fear in his eyes and?—
"Now I want you to slowly back up."What?
"Go outside the tavern."
This wasn't any fun at all. But I did as she bid.
"What do you see?"
"The smokey, gray sky of Ascinmon," I told her. That planet just like the Toltexian were absolute scum.
"Okay, keep going backward. Return to your ship."
Grumbling, I did as I was told, but only because I was so frygging comfortable, I didn't think I would ever want to leave her lap.
"Is it the same ship as this?"
"It's the same type but not the same one. I crashed that one on Broc2x56."
"Okay, so you flew with that ship to this planet, though, right?"
"Yes." My voice sounded far away to my ears.
"Did your minder contact you aboard this ship with your assignment?"
"Yes."
"What were you doing before that?"