His nostrils flared and so much heat and darkness filled his eyes that I thought he might explode. But he kept in control. “Yes.”
I reached for his belt but flinched away when he went to touch me. “Did you ask permission?” I bit back a smirk when he realized the game. I gave him my most innocent look. “And the answer is no.”
Vitor snorted, trying to cover his laugh with a cough and even thumping himself in the chest.
“Can I suck you off?” I asked Tian again, my voice begging.
“But I cannot touch you?” he bit out.
“No.” I smirked a bit then. “You can say no too.”
He wouldn’t. We both knew it. He wanted that blow job.
He just wanted control of everything too.
“Yes,” he hissed his nostrils flaring again.
“Thank you,” I whimpered and quickly undid his pants. I licked the tip and then stroked him as I sucked on his balls. “Do you like that?”
He didn’t answer, simply staring at me. Oh, he was going to be an ass back?
Fine, I moved on, licking along the length of him. “Do you like that?”
Nothing.
I kept trying different things and asking, moving on when he didn’t respond. “I guess you don’t like anything I’m doing. Should I stop?”
“No,” he growled.
Oh, so he wouldn’t tell me what he liked or give me encouragement, but he would tell what not to do?
No. He wasn’t the boss here.
I was even if I was on my knees.
I sat back on my feet and let him look over my body. I even spread my legs and let him see that I was turned on. “You’re getting this because it’s something I need like I told Vitor. If you won’t fill the need for me, I’ll find someone who will. Now, do you want the fucking blow job from me or do you want to be an asshole?”
I felt valid when Vitor snorted again.
Tian sighed, and for once it didn’t upset me. Aether had shown me that it wasn’t him being annoyed but regulating his breathing to keep in control. It was more like martial arts or yoga breathing—maybe even mental health counting to ten type breathing or whatever. How it used to be to keep in control of powers.
But She’d shown me that and basically to cut him some slack. She’d shown me lots.
Which was part of why I was on my knees in front of him.
“I liked all of it,” he admitted after another sigh.
“Very unhelpful,” I grumbled. “No, now I need more to get my mouth back on your cock.” I licked my lips and stared up at him, noting when his dick twitched. “Tell me what you really want. What do you wish I’d do?”
He ground his jaw and sighed again. He realized I wouldn’t budge and clearly wanted what I offered. “I want you to suck my cock so deep it gags you. I want to…”
Something bad. He wanted something bad. Yeah, I got that.
I still did it. I took his cock in my mouth and fucking choked myself on it until it actually hurt. I did it for him. Not hurt bad, but… Women knew. It was more than I enjoyed, but I let him have it. I saw in his eyes that he was itching to hold my head and control it, fist my hair and take what he wanted.
I backed off and sucked as hard as I could before completely stopping and pulling off of him.
“Yes, I fucking loved that,” he growled, not even making me say it. “Yes, I want more and to finish down your throat. I want all of it.”