I bite down on my lip.
I hated asking if the lunch was included, but I needed to know.
If, at the end of the week, my paycheck was going to be less, I’d need to know by how much before I agreed.
I could live off what I have in my cupboard for a while.
But not today.
The idea of eating with all my coworkers—whom I haven’t met—does stress me out. But I’ll stay focused on the fact that I’m about to have some free food.
And free food is always delicious.
Voices filterout through the propped-open front door of the Food Hall.
I’m a little later than I meant to be. But when I got back to the Laundry Cabin, I still felt the toilet water on me, so I stripped everything off and threw it—and the hand towel I used—into one of the washers. Testing out my cabin’s namesake for the first time.
Then I used a washcloth to scrub my face and body.
Then I put on different clothes.
But since the day is half over, I put on my outfit from yesterday—since no one but Mr. Black saw me in it anyway.
So by the time I did all that and re-braided my hair, it was quarter after noon.
And now here I am.
Late.
I force myself to keep walking to the open door.
“Suck it up, Buttercup,” I whisper to myself.
Were you talking to the toilet?
The question would’ve been funny if my answer wasn’t so depressing.
I thought I caught myself well though.
And it wasn’t a lie. I have worked alone for a long time.
But I’ve also been alone for a long time. Thankfully I didn’t finish that sentence.
A loud laugh makes me jolt.
I’m not working alone anymore.
Hoping for the best, bracing for the worst, I step into the Food Hall.
Chapter 28
Sterling
I seeher before anyone else does. Because I’m watching.
Waiting.
Three of my guys are sitting at a table. Cook is behind the counter. And another is filling his plate.