Page 60 of Fear of Intimacy

When Trevor ran his lips down the side of my jaw to my neck, my eyes closed on their own. In just a short amount of time, Trevor already knew my weak spots. He wasn’t even kissing my neck, just barely gazing his lips against my skin.

My hips had a mind of their own as I ground against his knee, the fabric of my shorts rubbing me just perfectly. I didn’t care that I was probably soaking through them ontohis sweatpants. Especially not when Trevor started sucking on the spot between my neck and shoulder.

“I can feel you soaking through my pants,” Trevor whispered in my ear. “I've barely even touched you,” he taunted, hand tightening in my hair.

"So needy," he murmured, his voice vibrating against my ear, sending a shiver down my spine.

“So needy,” he hummed, the sound vibrating against my ear, sending a tremor through me. Panting, I brought a hand up to grip his bicep, needing something to hold on to as the pleasure in my lower belly grew.

I probably should have been embarrassed at how fast I melted under his touch but I wasn’t, not when the need to come grew by the second.

My body tightened as my orgasm grew. I was seconds away when the pressure between my legs suddenly disappeared. My head was in the clouds, too distracted to fully comprehend what happened as that pressure in my lower abdomen suddenly vanished. I blinked up at Trevor, who smirked down at me.

“Maybe now you’ll learn not to talk back.”

Realizing what he did, I gaped up at him.He did not.He did not just get me to the edge and then stop. At the look on my face, he chuckled, letting my hair go and stepping back.

Letting out a huff, I crossed my arms, body still on fire and tingling.“That was mean.”

“So mean,” he agreed as he pecked my lips before nodding his head toward the front door. “Let me walk you out.”

I wanted to be mad at him for teasing me and then acting like it didn’t happen. But that was next to impossible when he flashed me that wide grin and held his hand out for me to take.

“You better watch your back. I’ll get my revenge soon.” Ilifted my chin with a confident flair as I placed my hand in his. I already had an idea in mind.

“I look forward to it.”

Rolling my eyes, my lips tugging up into a smile, I followed him out of his house, grabbing my things as we went and headed to my car still parked out front.

It was dark outside, nearing eight thirty p.m., so none of his neighbors could see how disheveled I looked. Once I placed my stuff in the passenger seat, I turned around, head tilted back to see Trevor’s face. His hands found their place on my hips.

“Text me when you get home.”

My heart fluttered at his words as I placed my own hands on his bare chest. I really didn’t want to leave. “I will. Have a good practice tomorrow.”

“Have a good day at work tomorrow.” His eyes looked right into mine as he squeezed my hips gently.

Knowing that if I didn’t leave I would drag him back inside and ride his cock until dawn. Who knew I would become so addicted to Trevor in just a matter of days?

Lifting up onto my toes, I pressed a soft kiss to his lips. We pulled away a moment later, both knowing I had to go. Sending him one last smile, I slid into my car, Trevor holding the top of the door for me before shutting it. Rolling my window down, I gazed up at him.

“Goodnight.”

“Goodnight,” he echoed.

Before I could convince myself to stay, I pulled away from the curb, watching Trevor’s figure in my rearview mirror until I turned at the corner.

As I drove home, I had a permanent smile on my face. For the first time in a long, long time I felt truly happy. All thanks to one person.

19

TASHA

“I’m so glad you’re back. I can’t lose my favorite doctor.”

I grinned over at Mr. Waltham as he lowered himself into the chair. Mr. Waltham had been coming to me for almost six months and was probably one the sweetest old men you’d ever meet.

“You could never lose me, Henry.”